The troubled Olsen

Chapter 34

Tim's POV

I was worried about her. I've never seen her like this, but according to Elizabeth this happened before. She got undressed and she fell asleep again. I put her in and went downstairs.

"Hey Scarlett, thank you for taking care of our kids. Y/N is in a bad place. I said she needed a therapist and she seemed to agree with me on that. I'm afraid she will kill herself if I don't do anything soon. She lost it when we were talking. She was talking about how she used to starve herself and now she thinks she was starving Evie. I know she was anorexic but she just didn't realise Evie was hungry. She was angry more often but we thought and maybe assumed it was because of the teething. Now she thinks she sucks at being a mother and that it was better she miscarried," I just blurt it out to her sister. I know they know almost everything about each other.

Lizzie's POV

I was really shocked. "Crap, what kind of medicine do you have and where do you keep them?" I am probably sounding crazy. I just need to know. "Okay, Liz calm down. I know what you're thinking, let's check on her first okay," Scarlett tried her best to calm me down, but I'm afraid my little sister might do something really stupid. "I said he needed to tell me. Tim, tell me. Otherwise it will be your fault if she overdoses," I yell.

Scarlett dragged me outside. "No you don't do this. You have to let me go. I need to make sure my little sister is okay. She isn't herself. I need to protect her," I say as I start crying. God we both keep giving Scarlett a hard time. She had to deal with Y/N this afternoon and now with me. I'm glad Scarlett can take it and just hugs me until I calmed down. "I am so sorry. We're giving you a hard time, aren't we?" I ask her. "No, it's okay. Now go check on your sister. But don't freak out," she said to me as she gave me a tight hug.

"Liz, the medicine are in te cabinet in the bathroom. It has a matte glass door. I'm not sure why you're so stressed but I believe you have your reasons," he said to me. "Thank you Tim, thank you," I say as I give him a kiss on his head. I ran upstairs and opened the door of the medicine cabinet. Everything was still in there. It calmed me down for now, but I wasn't sure if she wasn't gonna do it when I wasn't around.

I opened her bedroom door to see if she was asleep. I just hoped she was and that she didn't hear me losing it. "Liz go away," I hear. Oh crap. She heard it all. "Y/N wait, I'm sorry. I should trust you. I just got really scared. I realise what you told me. Last time you miscarried you tried to overdose and I am so scared to lose you. I can't lose my little sister. Oh and Evie and Tay can't lose their mom," I say as I open her door and walk to her.

I stood there for a moment but she made space for me in her bed. "Can you come lay next to me and stay please. I can't be alone and you're right about me. I know what's in our cabinet and I really want to do it. I know I shouldn't do it because I have kids. So I need you with me tonight. I need you to come with me too tomorrow. I need a therapist again. I want to go back to doctor Turner and I need doctor Montgomery to check me out too," she tells me. "That's okay. I'll go downstairs and tell Tim and Scar. I'm going to be back in 5 minutes," I say as I kiss her forehead.

"Tim, is it okay if I'm gonna sleep with Y/N? She needs me, she asked for it. I just need to know if it's okay with you," I ask him. I don't wanna do anything that bothers him. "It's okay, take care of my fiancé please. I can't wait to call that pretty sister of yours my wife," he sighs when he agreed. I'm glad he loves her so much. "Thank you Scar. For always knowing what we need and being there for us. If we need a babysitter tomorrow, can we call you. I'm not sure mom is available. I was supposed to babysit but I have a little sister who needs me in her support system too," I ask Scarlett and kinda tell Tim. He just has to respect her wishes to be honest.

I called Robbie and explained the situation. He didn't care that I stayed to look after my sister and asked if it was okay if he invited a few friends and they'd drink a little too much. It was fine with me. We wished each other a good night and hung up.

"I'm all yours sweetie. I messaged doctor Turner and asked if she could see you tomorrow, she has, at 2 pm. Before that we'll pay a visit to doctor Montgomery. Doctor Turner would arrange that and send me the exact time but it wouldn't be before 12.30 pm. So you can sleep till 11.30 am," I say as I give her a kiss. "Wait where will Tim sleep?" She asked me. "He's in the guest bedroom. Do you want him instead of me? That's okay too. I'll stay in the guest room then," I say as I was about to get up. "No you stay here, I just needed to know Timmy was close too. I don't want you to get out if little Evie wakes up," she says as she pulls me close.

Y/N was really restless in her sleep. I think she's having a nightmare. "Y/N, can you hear me. I'm here, you're okay. Wake up please. You're having a nightmare," I say as I try to shake her awake. When she woke up she was shaking and felt into my arms crying. "I dreamt I was pregnant and that he kicked me to miscarry again and how my body miscarried by itself last week. Why did I miscarry. It wasn't planned but so welcome. I want another baby. I want to give Evie another sibling and I want to carry again because in the end it was wonderful," Y/N says crying.