Darkside (BkDK)

~~** 🔞 Green yellow and... red. 🔞 **~~

After a few minutes of the soft affections Bakugo began to trail his arm lower from Midoriya's chest towards the waistband of the only garment remaining between the par. Feeling no response from the other but knowing for sure the freckled youth was still awake, Dynamight began to remove the last piece of fabric from his boyfriend's still toned but more slight body. Once done he steered his strong hand to a still quite hard organ that had as of yet gone ignored by its owner. As the blonde's digits made their way towards their goal, his lips and teeth continued biting and sucking his Nerd's neck and shoulder.

The soft moan that emanated from the boy he loved was like the best music Katsuki ever heard. And he wanted more of it. With some effort, he managed to snake the arm pinned to the bed under the greenette's lighter than usual body enough to join the other in stroking his Bunny's heated and now weeping erection. As the new hand took over, the original one traveled to a still quite muscular thigh. Gently, Bakugo guided the large appendage up and back to hook over his own hip effectively exposing the other completely.

The blonde's own spent organ began to show signs of reawakening as it sat nestled between two somewhat plump cheeks. Holding the successor of One for All open to his loving assault and pumping the greenette's impatient cock with his other hand, Dynamight began to slowly push his half hard manhood towards his now trapped victim. After a few tentative moves he felt himself becoming fully hard again, gaining more friction. Every thrust rubbed against an exposed hole as well as heavy testicles causing the recipient of the sensual attention to squirm in pleasure.

A few thrusts more found the freckled boy starting to push up to meet each piston of his partner's hips. Reaching somewhat awkwardly, Izuku grabbed his boyfriend's head and pulled him closer before licking his lower lip. The two began to battle with tongues as their lower halves moved with more and more eagerness.

When the end came all too soon it was as if the orgasm was ripped out of Midoriya's body by force. Everything locked up. Every muscle was frozen in position as his lungs screamed for air. Seconds later another orgasm wracked through his partner. A feat the older male didn't know was possible so soon after already having orgasmed minutes earlier.

After several more rapid breaths the blissed out pair started to come down from their respective highs as their heart rates began to slow out of the 'eminent failure' range they had just been in. An aching leg was removed from a slightly bruised hip as the taller of the two reached towards the end of the bed to retrieve a discarded sheet. After using it to clean the two up he threw it off to the floor somewhere before gathering a blanket tangled around his feet and covering the couple all without a word.

Minutes later both were blissfully asleep in the comfort of each other's arms for the first time in weeks. The peace of the night lasted until about four when the smaller of the two bolted upright panting heavily and extremely panicked. At first, he was disoriented with his surroundings but quickly realized he was in the room that belonged to the boy he just watched die for what felt like the hundredth time.

The overwhelming need to check the blonde for a pulse won out over waking logic as the near hyperventilating teen scrambled to find the large artery in the other's neck. The moment the agitated greenette woke up, his partner was brought to full awareness but the older youth remained still out of caution. After seeing his boyfriend take a huge sigh of relief with his scared fingers pressed to the side of the blonde's throat, Katsuki dared to break the silence for the first time since classes ended the previous day. "Bunny, what happened? What did you dream about?"

Without replying, Deku fumbled for his phone and tried to connect to his earbuds but they were long dead. There was no music to drown out the voice as it started its whispers. Throwing the useless mini devices on the floor, tears of both relief and frustration started to fall from his emerald eyes as he stared blankly at his confused partner. A hand slightly smaller than his own reached up to cup the side of his redlining face as the taller teen sat up and pressed their foreheads together. "Talk to me Nerd. You're scaring me. I want to help you but you won't let me in."

"I- it was - you"

"Breath Izuku. Slow and deep. That's it Bunny, just like that." As the panic attack started to pass Kacchan rubbed small circles on the backs of the curly haired boy's hands and waited. He knew how terrifying and frustrating an attack could be. He needed to give the other time to steady himself.

"It's- It's always the same. The details- the details are different, but the gist is always the same. Sometimes I hurt one of our friends. I've hurt Ura, Ida, Kami, pretty much everyone in the class at least once. I've even hurt Mr. Aizawa and Flurry sometimes. But by the end it's always the same. You- you die Kacchan! You die and it's my fault! Every time! Every time I have these nightmares they always end up with you dead in my arms and it's my own fucking fault!" The greenette nearly screamed his last words as the frustration and anger exploded outward. He was so thoroughly over it all.

"Is that why you stole my sleeping pills? So you wouldn't dream?" There was no accusation in his words as Bakugo spoke. He wasn't confirming facts he already knew to be true, but something deep inside needed to know Izuku would tell him the truth once confronted.

It was as if a boulder lifted off the scarlet-eyed teen's shoulders as he watched the other slowly nod. "I- I'm so sorry Kacchan! I am! I swear, but Hound Dog wouldn't give me a prescription of my own and I don't think I can deal with these dreams anymore. I'm scared Kacchan, I'm so damn scared. And angry. I'm angry all the time now. Always."

Reaching over the taller youth embraced the boy he loved and did his best to provide as much comfort as possible. Emotions were not exactly Katsuki's strength, but there were very few things he wouldn't do to try and help the youth in his arms. Pulling back he held the other's freckled face in his hands as he looked deep into his emerald colored eyes. "I'm right here. I'm not dying any time soon, and definitely not by your hand. You could never knowingly hurt anyone who didn't deserve it and you know that. You've just forgotten."

"What about unknowingly though?"

"You are not a danger to anyone Bunny. Not Sleeping Beauty, not Frostbite, not the Extras, and definitely not me."

"I really wish I could believe that." The hollow smile the greenette forced his mouth into was heartbreaking. "I shouldn't have slept here. I need to get back to my room." Turning away and pulling out of the blonde's arms Midoriya reached over the edge of the bed to retrieve his shorts before quickly getting dressed.

"He's wrong. Even if you're not killing anyone you're still hurting them. Some Hero you are. See how broken he looks? In your whole life have you ever seen him look like that? Congratulations: YOU did that to him. He would be better off with someone else. Someone who could love him without hurting him. Someone who could be his equal but let him take the lead anyway. Someone who could spar with him without holding himself back. Someone like..."

"Kirishima." Standing frozen in the middle of the room. Deku registered his own realization. Kacchan would be better off with Kiri. How could I not see that until now?

"Why the hell are you bringing up Shitty Hair all of a sudden?" Doing his best to school his features before facing the confused teen, Izuku took a shaky breath. Turning around he grabbed his shirt from its place on the floor before answering.

"No-nothing. I just realized something that should have been so obvious if I weren't so self-absorbed." A near growl that came from the blonde was a reply Deku was not expecting as the still nude youth stood and grabbed him by the shoulders. Unable to face those intense red eyes, he looked away and down until he felt a warm hand pull his chin up forcing him to look at his partner.

"What did it say to you Bunny?" If the situation weren't so serious Bakugo would have had to hold back a laugh at the sudden comical size of the shocked greenette's eyes.

"I don't know what you're talking about Kacchan." Deku's body began to tremble as one of his biggest fears began to unfold. He knew. Katsuki knew about the voice. How? How long has he known?