"Hey I'm sorry for not coming earlier" dad says coming in to my room "I knew if i saw you I would yell and I was trying to refrain myself, besides I heard your mother, I know you got plenty of that" he says sitting on my bed and reaching over to grab my hand but I back it away, scared
I don't want any man near me right now
"What's wrong?"
I shake my head
"Leave me alone please"
"Kas I know I should've come earlier but i need to know what's wrong? Carla said you didn't eat last night and you're very obviously not okay"
"I don't want to see you, please leave" i say with tears and trying not to look at him
"Kas?"
"LEAVE I DONT WANT TO SEE YOU" I lose it
"Okay, but I'm bringing you breakfast right now okay?"
"NO I DONT WANT YOU HERE, I WANT CARLA"
"Ok, I'm sorry baby, I know i should've been there for you" he says and tries to give me a kiss on the cheek but I jump out of bed, scared, and he leaves
"Hey Kas, I brought breakfast" Carla says smiling but her smile fades away as soon as she sees me in bed shaking a little in fear as I place my head between my knees
"Kas are you okay?"
"I don't want to see him, I don't want see anyone" I say crying
"I'll leave once you have a few bites okay? I can't let you starve yourself" she says and feeds me a few spoonfuls before leaving
As soon as she leaves I begin to sob and I can't seem to make it stop, I hadn't cried like this at all, ever since it happened I felt numb to everything and I was just letting everything go just now
As much as I hate that my mom didn't understand,
I need her
I need my mommy
I need one of her hugs
I spend the rest of the day crying and refusing to eat while having a few anxiety attacks
I just want one hug
Is that too much to ask?
One hug from my mom
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Taylor pov
"Taylor are you sure you're alright?"
"Yeah I'm fine tree just a little tired but I'll be fine"
"Well you don't look very well, do you need me to get you anything?"
"No im okay"
"You sure"
"Yeah"
"Can I ask you something?"
"Of course"
"Is it because Kas isn't here?, I mean it was the first show Kas wasn't at"
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You Drew Stars Around my Scars - Taylor Swifts Daughter
FanfictionTaylor swift never imagined she'd be a teen mom right when her career was taking off. A few years ago she would've even said she didn't even want kids, but now her daughter's 15 and Taylor just got out of a long term relationship and both their liv...
