"Oh, that's great Diego" i say trying to sound excited for him
Although im not, i was hoping to hangout with him this summer
Maybe he'd even ask me to be his girlfriend
But im also no one to tell him not to go
I especially am no one to say to not follow your dreams right now
And I really am happy that he got accepted, I'm just not happy with what this means for us
"Yeah I didn't expect to get in, there only like a 5% acceptance rate"
"That's great Diego! I hope you learn a lot" I say with a weak smile "do you think we can leave, its getting kind of late"
"Of course" he smiles
The ride back home is silent and a little awkward
Neither of us has much to say
I walk into my house and close the door behind me
"Goodnight, im going to bed" I tell dad and Carla who are cuddled up on the couch watching a movie
"It's only eight" dad chuckles
"I've had a long day" I say holding back tears
"Are you okay sweetie?"
"Yeah, I just need to be alone for a minute" I nod and go upstairs to my bedroom
I get under the covers in the same clothes I had gone on our date
I'm in no mood to change
I start crying as soon as I lay down
"Sweetie, is everything okay?" Carla asks outside of my bedroom, without opening the door
"Yeah I'm fine"
"You sound like you're crying, are you sure?"
"Yeah I just need some time, will you please leave me alone? I want to be alone" I say softly trying to calm myself down
"Ok, but if you need me call me okay?"
"Thank you Carla" I say and go back to crying
Why does this have to happen?
Just when i thought things were going to work out between us
What if he finds someone else out there?
I know I spent years trying to ignore the fact that he had feelings for me
But I really don't want to lose him
🤍🤍🤍
"Hey sweetie" Carla says opening my door at around 6am
I'm awake since i couldn't sleep well just thinking about losing Diego
"I thought I'd come check up on you before I left for work, are you okay?"
"I don't want to talk about it"
"Are you sure? I think it would make you feel better"
"I'm sure, I just need to be alone"
"Well I hope whatever's troubling you, gets better, I love you okay?" She says hugging and I nod holding back tears, I don't want to cry again I already spent hours crying last night "I have to go to work but if you need to talk just text me and I'll make time to call you okay? I love you"
ESTÁS LEYENDO
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