You Drew Stars Around my Scars - Taylor Swifts Daughter

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Taylor's pov

Right after Kas left to her room, I got up to throw up again that's like the third time today

This stomach bug has been going on for almost three days

THREE

omg three.

I turn my phone on to check the date

Three?!?

I was supposed to get my period a few days ago.

I'm never late.

Never.

This might explain the nausea

But I was 1989 times worse with Kas

It has to be a stomach bug

I sit in bed, unable to sleep

What if I am?

I can't be

I don't want to be

I don't want another kid

I'm not fit for a child right now, I can barely handle my 16 year old

And I especially can't handle a newborn

Not with the new album

Not with tour

Not with anything else

A baby doesn't fit into my life right now

I can't do this to myself

I can't do this to Kas

I can't give Kas a sibling who she'll be almost 17 years older than

Shell be closer in age to me than her sibling

I can't do this to the baby?

Travis texts, but I don't answer

I'm unable to sleep at all through the night, as I cry over the fact that i might be pregnant

"Hi baby!" I say seeing my daughter already eating breakfast whilst watching something on her phone

"Hi mom" she smiles looking up from her phone "are you feeling better?"

"Yeah a lot better" I say walking over to her and placing a kiss on her head

"I left some scrambled eggs for you"

"Thank you baby, I'll eat some in a little, I'm not really hungry yet" I say and she nods "what are you watching?"

"Modern Family" she smiles

"How many times have you rewatched that show?" I chuckle

"How many times have you rewatched greys anatomy?" She asks back

"Good point" I say

"Seriously mom, that shows been running since before I was born, there's like 3 people left from the first season" she laughs

She likes the show, she'll watch it as long as it's with me but she doesn't really enjoy it past the eleventh season

"Mom?"

"What's up hun?"

"Can I go out to lunch with Sam and Frankie?"

"Again? You just saw them"

"Please?" She says giving me her puppy eyes "you owe me from traumat-"

"Yes you can go" I chuckle

Right after Kas left for lunch with her friends