You Drew Stars Around my Scars - Taylor Swifts Daughter

f i f t y - s e v e n

I wipe a tear before anyone can notice

I don't even know why I'm so sad

I just am, everything is bothering me

"Look Kas!" Wyatt says running back to me and pointing to the castle

"I can see!" I say giving her a weak smile

I just want to go home

I feel sad and yet everyone has their phone pointed at us

I wish I could just cry right here

We don't ride any of the rides because the girls aren't big enough to ride most of them so we kind of just walk around and the girls meet the characters

I kind of follow behind everybody

Kylie had booked a bibbidi bobbiddi boo experience for the Wyatt and elliot. So the rest of us took a break and sat down at bench to wait for them and put my headphones in and rested my head on the table

The girls looked so cute when they came out

It reminded me of when mom used to do those for me

"Look Kas! I look like Elsa!!"

"You look real cute!" I smile at her

And she does but I'm kind of over pretending to be happy for her

Jason and Travis want to ride a roller coaster together and Kylie stays behind with the girls

"Do you want to go with me?" Mom asks

I shake my head

"I don't want to go"

"But you love roller coaster"

"I'm not in the mood" I shrug

"Come on you and I are going to take a little walk" she says and takes my hand walking away from everyone else

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing"

"Kas, you been acting weird all day, what's wrong"

"I'm fine, I just need time"

"What's wrong baby? Im worried, there's obviously something wrong" she asks and I can't hold back my tears any longer so I just shake my head "hun you're crying, something's wrong" dhe says wiping my tears without removing my glasses before she hugs me

"Tell me what's wrong so can help you"

"I don't even know how to explain it" I cry

"Try to walk me through what happened"

"I don't know, Diego just-, he's leaving for the summer and I wanted to spend time with him and I don't know I'm just sad that he's leaving and I don't even know why" I cry

Mom let's go of the hug and smiles

"Hun, I think you're falling in love with him" she smiles "that's wonderful!"

"No, no it's not because he's leaving!!" I cry

"he's coming back hun"

"But what if he finds someone else, what if-"

"Let's not worry about that right now okay, let's just try to focus on the good things"

"There is no good thing, he doesn't want a relationship because he wants to focus on his summer program and I'm no one to tell him not to"

"Hun it's okay" she hugs me "are you ready to leave?"

"I didn't even want to come" I say sniffling out my cries