"No!" I say still crying in her arms
"Babe, I know but-"
"No carla" I say not being able to say much else through my cries
"Babeee, I know it's scary but you need to take it"
"No I don't"
"Kas" she says softly and hugging me tighter
"Carla" I say before she can speak again "I don't have to take one because i already did" I say crying on her shoulder "it was positive" I whisper
I can hear Carla sighing and hugging me tighter, not knowing what to say
"Let's go to bed okay?" She says after a few minutes when I've calmed down
"Mom found my test in the trash" I confess
"Tay knows then?"
I shake my head crying
"I lied to her, i didn't know how to tell her" I cry and she hugs me in an attempt to comfort me "why did this have to happen to me?" I cry
"I know it's really unfair baby, but it'll be okay, we'll be here for you"
"No, not them, just you, i don't want them to know"
"Babe i can't hide this from them, but trust me, they won't be mad at you okay? Everything's going to be alright
"Carla, can you leave me alone for a few hours? I want to be alone"
"of course hun, if you need anything let me know okay?"
"Thank you" I say crying
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"Hey Kas, I was coming earlier but Carla said you had a tough day and you wanted to be alone" my dad says coming in to my room with Carla behind him "are you feeling better?"
"Yeah"
"Alright, goodnight sweetheart" he says hugging me
"Carla?"
"Yeah?"
"Will you stay with me?"
She walks over to my bed and gets in without hesitation
Once dad has left Carla and I sit in silence in the dark
"Why did you have pregnancy tests?"
"I might've had a scare recently " she says
"Oh my god, you're not pregnant are you?"
"No" she chuckles
"Carla?
"What's wrong hun?"
"I'm scared, I don't want to tell my parents"
"If it makes it easier for you, I can tell them okay?"
I nod
"I'm scared of what they'll think of me"
"Don't worry baby, they won't judge you, it wasn't your fault, besides, they were teen parents too"
"No, that's exactly why I'm scared, I don't want to be a teen parent"
"Do you want to get an abortion?"
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You Drew Stars Around my Scars - Taylor Swifts Daughter
FanfictionTaylor swift never imagined she'd be a teen mom right when her career was taking off. A few years ago she would've even said she didn't even want kids, but now her daughter's 15 and Taylor just got out of a long term relationship and both their liv...
