You Drew Stars Around my Scars - Taylor Swifts Daughter

t h i r t y - s i x

Why the hell is this asshole contacting me after what he did to me?

I feel tears rolling down my eyes as I start hyperventilating, Astro wakes up and starts barking, getting on top of me to calm me down

"Good boy" I tell him as I hug him close to me

I stay there for a few minutes just hugging my dog and petting him, he doesn't seem to mind

After I've calmed down, I reach for my phone again

I'm too curious to let this go so I open Jake's text

It's a video

That bitch has proof of what he did to me

I know this will get him into jail, I know this is proof, but that means I have to show people this video and I don't want anyone to ever see this.

Another text from him comes in as I stare at my screen

"Come have sex with me, or I'll send out this video, you fucking slut"

I stare at my screen as tears fall down my face, I can't believe it.

"I lied about pictures the first time, but now I have them, so come out, I'm outside"

I cry in bed for a few minutes

before I get out of bed

and head downstairs.

I turn the doorknob

and step outside

I take a deep sigh

And I walk over to the gate

As I cry

His cars there

Waiting for me

I quickly lock the gate

And run inside

Locking the door behind me

Making sure all the alarms are on

And locking all the doors

And running upstairs

Locking my bedroom

And running inside my restroom

Locking the door behind me there too

Astro begins scratching the door

And I quickly let him in before collapsing on the floor

Should I go with Jake?

But then if I go, what assures me he won't release the video even after I go?

How would I trust him after what he did to me?

He drugged me

He raped me

How could I trust him ?

My phone begins to ring and I decline the phone number and I quickly get a text from Jake

"ANSWER YOU STUPID BITCH"

I start dialing a phone number and as it rings I get a text from Jake and I hang up, not knowing if I should say anything