f o r t y - f i v e

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"Thank you for taking me mom" Kas says hugging me in the backseat of the car

"Always baby, I'll always take care of you" I say kissing her head

"I'm sorry for getting pregnant" she says crying

"What? No baby, why are you apologizing? It wasn't your fault" I say trying not to cry too as I hug her "don't you ever apologize for that, now try to forget about it okay? That's resolved, you don't have to worry about that"

"Am I a bad person for getting an abortion?"

"No baby of course you're not"

"You got pregnant as a teen too, and you didn't get one"

"Hun, that was a completely different story, besides I wanted to have you, what happened to you doesn't make you a bad person okay?"

She nods, trying to calm down

"Let's go home so you can rest"

She shakes her head "I want to go to dads, you leave to your vacation with Travis tomorrow"

"I'm not going anywhere, I have to take care of you"

"No, go, I'm fine, I want to be alone anyway, besides the baby needs you two to spend time together"

"You need me too"

"No, I want to be alone, besides I have to other parents if I need anything , I think you guys should go, you need to spend time together before the baby comes"

"Are you absolutely sure you'll be fine?"

"Yeah, I just want to be alone for a few days, maybe I'll even have sam sleep over"

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As soon as trav and I are ready to go down to the beach a wave of morning sickness hits me and I run to the restroom and puke my entire breakfast into the toilet

"I'm sorry" trav says rubbing my back

"Why?" I chuckle

"Well because I got you pregnant"  he says laughing, as we sit on the bathroom floor and he kisses me

"TRAV! That's disgusting! You have to stop doing that, I just threw up"

"Nothing about you disgusts me" he says kissing me again

"Well it disgusts me" I say

"Are you feeling better?"

"Just a moment" I say feeling nauseous again and throwing up again

"Don't be so hard on your mommy", trav says rubbing my stomach  and I smile

"Do you have any idea how much I love you?" I tell trav as I rest my head on his shoulder, closing my eyes as he rubs my stomach

"I love you too"

"Oh, as much as I love that you do this" I say placing my hand above his on my stomach, please don't do this in public, we haven't even told our families, we don't want to cause a media scandal, besides i haven't told tree, this isn't how I want her to find out I'll have to reschedule the tour"

"Should we tell our families?"

"No, I think it's rather soon, I want us two just enjoy this ourselves while we can" I say still with my eyes closed

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