•I Love You•

Cigarette

Jonathan POV:

I can't sleep, like always, Evan left, I  think he's at Noah's, he just met her, he can't like her already, can he, she pretty, but I see her as a sister, she used to comfort me when I REALLY needed it, I would understand if she liked him, he's a charmer, he has a nice jawline, nice face awesome personality.  I've liked Evan for awhile, but I keep my secrets, I want to stay friends, so we don't ruin are friendship, I need to keep it like that way, I don't want a relation not after my last one, but if we did dat he wouldn't hurt me, would he? (Authors Note you will find out about all of Jonathan's secret when I start writing about his journal) Since I can't sleep, I get up and grab my pac of cigarettes, I smoke like half a pack a year, I grab one an get a lighter, and go outside, I lean on my door frame and start to light it, I don't like the taste of cigarettes, they just calm my nerves, they taste bitter, and a strong bad taste, like strong coffee, ( I've never smoked before and I looked this up on yahoo Answers👍🏻) I hear Noah's door open and out pops evan looking down at his feet, he looks up at me with a look of confusion on his face, 

"You Smoke!?"

"Barley, its calming, it helps me sleep, this is my first one of this year" I say calmly looking straight ahead and taking a puff of smoke, "They won't do anything to me the last time I smoked was maybe last year or something"

"Let me have one"

"Ha, no" I  say laughing a little to my self.

"why not?"

"Because you don't need them" i say still looking straight ahead.

"I'm stressed too, and I'm an adult!" he says sternly.

"There on the counter I say, he walks inside and comes out a minute later with the packet and takes one out, I give him a light and he inhales in.

"*cough cough* FU-*cough*-ck" he manages to get out threw coughs. 

"I told you not to have one" I playfully sang 

"Whatever"He says laughing slightly. He drops the cigarette and stomps on it, he takes mine out of my lips and did the same, when he was taking it my cigarette his finger touched my lip for half a second, his finger felt soft, I acted like he didn't do anything and walked inside, with Evan following, and head to my room, Evan following behind still, I sit at my computer screen chair and evan sits on my bed

"Didn't you come to north Carolina to help m pack for Canada" I ask.

"Oh yeah I did didn't I"Evan say laughing at him self and lying down on his back.

"Ill get my blood draw in Canada, nothing is probably wrong" I say, "So like are you gonna sleep in here or what? I say standing up and looking at him because he was still lying on my bed. 

"Ill stay" he says while scooting over to the other side of my bed so I could lay down, "The couch is uncomfortable"

"Just stay on you side of the bed, ok"

"Alright" I lay down next to him and turn off my lamp, I love this but he can't know, I still can't fall asleep, but evan does, he starts quietly snoring and moving around in his spot a little, I soon feel a pair of strong hands go around my waist, I really loved this. After a couple minutes, I fall asleep, and start dreaming about, Evan.