This just doesn't seem like it's dying down anytime soon.
Clips and screenshots are still all over Joe's and I's timelines on Twitter. It's getting really old really fast. Also, I always feel a rush of guilt every time I scroll past a picture or video.
But then again, I shouldn't feel guilty. Should I?
Of course not. I was having sex with my husband, and some peeping Tom came around and f.ucked everything up.
I actually gave in and watched the video, per Joe's recommendations.
"Minxie, if over a million people have seen it, you can't be mad unless you know what they've seen," He smirked.
"Joe, there's literally nothing comedic about this. I'm seriously worried, what if, he's, back?" I said, implying Rory.
"Okay, and there's nothing he can do. We're fine and safe," Joe assured me.
I agreed and sat down to watch the video, and to be honest the quality was quite bad so at least you couldn't see too much in that way I guess, but I mean you can definitely see enough to make some guys at home happy watching it.
"At least we both look good," Joe smirked.
"Joe, shut the f.uck up," I laughed shaking my head.
I didn't watch the video all of the way through.
"Joe, I already know what happens, I was there, remember?" I laughed as he told me not to turn it off yet.
I mean, this is very scary and perverted, don't get me wrong. But also, standing back and just looking at this scenario, is almost comedic. Like, what the actual f.uck.
Joe and I have already faced the awkward trials with family and close friends who saw the video, or at least bits of it. Joe got weird ways of praise from close friends, who were also being typical, perverted and gross guys. Thankfully my mum didn't see it, James heard about it before we got to tell them, but it's all okay. Joe's mum and dad both went to watch it, but stopped at the beginning once they realised Joe was probably hacked and would not upload a video like this. Obviously Zoe and Alfie saw it, or at least to also know what was going on. Then some other of our friends saw it too, but I guess it doesn't matter, there's nothing we can do about it.
I'm just worried about the future a bit. This whole video thing has blown up a lot and I'm just really hoping that it dies down soon, I just really don't want the kids to hear about it. I mean, I understand that with the internet and all they might find out about it when they're older, but ideally I would like them not to, but I don't know.
"Minxie, honestly, don't worry about it too much," Joe said, "There's literally no point worrying about it, there's nothing we can do."
"I know. I mean, I've obviously upset about being recorded and it being posted online, but also I'm just scared and worried," I shook my head.
"Baby, don't worry," Joe hummed, rubbing my back.
"Like, should we move? Is it okay for us to stay here?" I asked.
"I honestly think we will be fine. But you shouldn't feel scared and uncomfortable in your own home, so if you think we should consider moving, then we can start looking into it," Joe nodded.
"Okay, I really don't know. We'll just see it out and see hot this whole scenario goes," I shrugged.
Joe decided to do a vlog for today as we were planning to go down to Brighton to visit Zoe and Alfie for the weekend.
"Alright, so we're headed down to Brighton today!" Joe said into the camera, walking around in his underwear.
I slipped on one of Joe's jumpers over my pyjamas so I felt a bit more covered up.
