Stay Away From Me (Yoongi FF)

Chapter 43: Missing You

A/N: This chapter is mostly italicized because it's a flashback to the day before Namjoon died. Just because Jin is having this flashback doesn't mean he doesn't love Henry. Not going tk lie, this chapter made me feel baf that I had Joonie shot, please don’t hate me lovely readers. This chapter is unedited, so I apologize for any mistakes, and as always, happy reading lovelies 😁😁

Jin's Pov

"Jinnie baby, we should go out today. Tomorrow is the day where we face off with Mr.Sari and Got7. Let's spend the day together," Joonie says. I look to him adoringly, nodding my head yes in agreement.

Anything can happen tomorrow. We don't know if we're going to survive or not. We don't know what lies in wait for us, so we should live today like it's our last day.

"Great, go get ready baby," He whispers, kissing my cheek as he leaves to go to the kitchen. We are currently in the living room, sitting in the loveseat in each other's arms. Well we were sitting in each other's arms.

I get up after him, going into our room to get dressed. I put a black and red checkered plaid over shirt  with a white shirt underneath and black skinny jeans. I swipe my hair to the side, making sure it's somewhat tamed. After I am done getting dressed I head back down the stairs, waiting for Joonie to come.

"Is my baby ready already?" His tone was amused. I nodded my head, waiting for him to grab his keys so we could leave.

"Wait just another minute, there's something I forgot to grab." He dashes up the stairs as I wait by the door in confusion.

What could he have possibly forgotten? He didn't even go upstairs since we've been cuddling. I just sigh at how forgetful he can be sometimes. I laugh lightly at my own thoughts, stopping as soon as I see Namjoon running down the stairs.

"You ready to go," He asks put of breath.

Instead of answering I just grab his hand to drag him out the door. When we get to his car he opens the passenger car door for me, allowing me.to get in before going around to the driver's side.

I just stare at him through the mirror as he strides over to the driver's side. I wonder how he can act like he's not even worried. Tomorrow might be our last day on earth, yet here he is acting like everything is going to be okay.

When he climbs in he looks at my troubled expression. "Are you okay Jinnie?" His voice is filled with so much concern.

I sigh, looking out of my window as I let a tear slip down my cheek. "Tomorrow might be our last day. I'm just a bit worried. What if we don't survive? Or worse, what if one of us dies and the other survives? Joonie, I won't be able to live on without you. I will kill myself if something were to happen to you." I just speak my mind, not being able to stop my troubling thoughts.