I'm Not A Fan (BTS x reader)

Chapter 58- Dancing with J-hope 2

I sighed, well I can't disappoint him, do I? Guess I just have to. I slipped open my jacket and threw it to the side and dance eventhough the rap part where J-hope and Suga sang there weren't any dance but I dance and let my body move through the rhythm.

Since I already mastered the I Need You dance verse it was easy to move. Don't judge me, I like dancing. Eventhough I'm a girl I can dance Jungkook's part where he spin in the air and I totally made J-hope stared in awe.

After dancing for a while and the music ends, I walked to the back and take even breathings for myself. J-hope clapped 100x louder than before.

"oh my god! That was awesome! I don't know you can spin in the air! You're so awesome! Jinjjaaaaaa daebaaaaak!!", he held my hand in his, "please be mine! Plleeeeeaaaassee, you're the only girl that can make my heart pound so fast! Pleaaaase be miiine!", he looked at me with pleading eyes. I look at him and slipped my hands away from his hands to cup his cheeks with my hand, "oppa, please calm down", I smiled softly, "you have to make me love you first and make me satisfied that I'm here with you".

"okay then, but to let you know. I'm in love with you even more", he said as he grabbed my hands that were on his cheeks with a gentle smile that I never seen him doing it. It sorta fluttered my heart as he said those words.

I smiled to him and kissed his cheek, "thank you Hope-ah. That felt really good, so~ the popping dance, dance again please, I wanna caught on". He grinned and returned the same gesture, he kissed my cheeks and then nose and then forehead, "oh my girl is so cheeky and such a cutie! Come on I'll teach you".

Firstly he showed me how to balance my own body eventhough my feet were leaning sideways, it's quite tricky but I slowly got it. He's a not so very good teacher but hey I can get the hang of it. He looked at my posture and then nodded, "okay, try to slid down even more like what I did before", he then ran his fingers through his locks. He looks hot....

I look down, embarrassed that he caught me looking at him and slowly did as he said.

"wait! Stop!", he yelled which made me fell on my butt, hurting my knees. I look up at him from my seating position, "mwo ya oppa?", I whined and rubbed my butt. He held out a hand for me to take. I held it and he helped me up, "does it hurt? I'm sorry I didn't mean to scare you", he apologized with a smile, "welp, the position of your leg when you slid down is the wrong way, you might hurt yourself and I don't want that to happen but turns out, it happened", he sighed, "it's okay if you want to stop".

I shook my head quickly, "no! Please continue".

He sighed again, "okay try do it again and don't worry I'll adjust the position of your leg".

I nodded and did as he said. He then held his finger up, "ah, now I see what's wrong.. Your knees", he placed his hand on my knees and move it sideways and then it felt better than the position before. "okay, how does it feel?", he asked. I smiled to him, "okay than before", I jumped up and let myself stand properly but my legs wobbled a little.

He held my arm so I can get support from him, "arhh, no...it does hurt, doesn't it? Please seat down", he lift me up in his arms and placed me on the chair, he then paced back or forth, as if he was thinking what to do and my guess was right, he was thinking hardly.

"I'm not good in this kind of situation...what should I do?.. What should I do?", I heard he mumbled as he paced back and forth. My knees does hurt a lot due to the fall but his worried look hurts more. He's so worried because he didn't know what to do. He's so worried, to think that it was his fault that I hurt myself, when for all I know it was my fault, if I weren't a jumpy person and my leg position were right then this wouldn't happen.

"umm? (y/n), should I bring you to the hospital?", he walked to me as he bit his own lip with a guilty look. I only flashed a smile to him which he find it odd so he questioned me. I giggled as I brought my hand to my lips, covering little of my lips when I laugh, "you're so funny, oppa". "eh? Wait, why are you being so cute, right now?", he asked with a face that shows confusion.

I laughed even more, "oppa~ come here", I smile to him and he just did as he was told. When he got closer to me, I got up on my feet and ruffled his ruffly hair, "you're too worried, it was only a sprain, I can handle it". "I-I'm sorry, I shouldn't have asked you to do that", he look down with a visible sad and guilty face.

D'awwww, he's putting the blame all to himself, now I feel guilty for making him worried. I sighed and cupped his face and lightly grazing my lips over his but only to kiss on his cheek. I look at his expression and his face was blank but pink dust were slowly spreading over his unusually shiny cheeks.

He's the fourth person, whom I teased with the tease kiss. I took a step backward and put my jacket over my shoulders, "Hope-ah, let's go eat sandwich that I made especially for the both of us this morning", I took a bento* from my bag and brought it with me to J-hope who was still standing in shock.

(bento* is a Japanese lunch box)

I tilted my head to him, "Hope-ah?". "please call me Hoseok", he said before his face turn to it's normal state. I blinked my eyes, "oh? So you don't want me to call you oppa then?". His normal face turns into a shock one. I giggled, "joking, I'll call you Hoseok or Oppa whenever I want", I held his hand and pulled him with me to sit down, I opened the lunchbox and showed it to him with a happy smile, "have a taste".

He smiled and took a sandwich and then munched it, "mm~! Mashita!". "it's only a sandwich, almost all sandwich tastes the same so no need to flatter it taste that much", I shook my head before I took one for myself.

"Ho..seok-ah...hmm.. Okay, Hoseok-ah, I still wonder, it's been a while already but...how does it feel like.. Well, you know, being kissed by the same gender?", I asked with a sly grin. He choked his food to my question, so I quickly pour down a hot choco for him, he took one sip of it to ease his throat, he let out a disrupt sigh, "yah, are you seriously serious?".

I nodded my head with a curious look; big curious sparkling eyes, mouth pressed together forming a thin line and pink dust gently spread across my soft cheeks.

"ohgod, you're too cute to not give you what you want", he looked up at the ceiling and breathed out an annoyed sigh, he then looked back at me, "well, we were playing a game, and I was force to do it, it's called an endplate king,.. It feels,...empty, the kiss, it felt empty". I pouted and puffed my cheeks, "d'awwww, I thought you would like it since it's your first kiss".

"heck no! My first kiss was stolen by a guy! My own gender! In.A.Freakin.Game!", he groaned and let his right arm hover over his eyes eventhough he was still holding the sandwich in his right hand.

I giggled, "your VHope shippers would love it, you know". His lips made a frowned, "why do they even ship me and V? I'm not gay!". "Chimmy says so", I said, cutting his line. "what!? When did he said that? I'm not gay!", he argued with a deep pout, a funny yet cute pout. The end of my lips slowly quirked up forming a small and visible smirk, he gasped, "you lied, didn't you?", he pointed an accusing finger at me with a disbelief look.