Hush //Jimin FF

Chapter 46

Jungkook scanned the room he just entered, looking to find you.

Fortunately his eyes didn't took long to spot you, making him approach you with fast steps.

"Y/N" He called out to you, making you freeze as you recognized his voice, Jimin being at a small distance from you together with his father , that till a moment ago was talking to you two.

Mr Park surprised by the event of you kissing his son and then Jimin's confession of a relationship existing between you and him, made the man quite confused, however Mr Park still congratulated you, welcoming to the family.

To say that at that moment you felt so bad would be an understatement as Mr Park had been nothing but nice to you from the day you had met him and you didn't really want to lie to him since you respect him a lot, but Jimin didn't left you many choices.

His mother excused herself almost immediately after you two had approached the couple and you were sure that she might have went to the restroom to cry and because you kind of pitied her, you were planning to leave the room and head towards the restrooms to check on her .

However Jungkook's voice had just prevented you from getting farther away from Jimin and his father and from the room in general.

"Oh, Jungkook. Where did you disappear to? I thought you said i had to be with you all night." You told him, while grabbing him by his arm and dragging him with you a little farther away. Thankfully, Jimin had his back turned on you and wasn't able to see you, occupied talking with his father and another old man that had just approached them.

" Sorry, i had to give my friend her engagement gift." He responded, a sly smile dancing on his lips.

You looked at him for a moment, observing him well. He looked like he was about to burst of happiness, as if he was barely holding himself from screaming, jumping, laughing, showing his excitement that you didn't knew where it came from.

"Oh, you had actually brought her a gift. How thoughtful. What did you gave her?" You asked curiously and happy that he had actually not had any bad intentions as you had thought of.

"An orgasm." Jungkook responded casually, making you choke on your saliva, suddenly regretting that you actually asked.

"I - ehm-didn't know that could count as a gift for an engagement party, Jeon Jungkook!" You whisper yelled at him knowing well that he had messed up the situation worse.

"I don't care. I am happy i did it. You wouldn't understand Y/N, she was always forbidden to me but i finally showed her my feelings. I finally stepped out of that friendzone that I had to keep myself in for years. I just want to be with her." He said, his eyes showing how much he meant his words as his lips that wouldn't fall down, made visible his happiness with that unmoved smile.

" Did you told her that? "You asked him, making his smiling face turn into a thinking expression.

" Well... "He trailed off rubbing the back of his neck, making you sigh.

" Jungkook, if you just went with her not having told her anything about your true feelings, you have practically just messed her mind up and left her there. "You explained as that's how you would feel if you were in that girl's place.

I mean, sleeping with your best friend at your engagement party would totally not be good, to not consider that since he didn't explained his feelings for her, she would think whatever of his actions. And at the end she would probably just blame herself.

"Yah, can't you let me be happy for a moment? Why do you want to pressure me with stuff?" Jungkook retorted, giving you an gaze that indicated that he was annoyed by your words.

"I am just trying to help. My bad, it won't happen again, i have enough problems of my own." You responded, kinda mad at the way he just behaved, throwing at him a stern look before turning around to leave.

"Fine, i am sorry. You are right." He admitted, while grabbing you by your wrist, preventing you from leaving.

"Let's just go home, okay?" He added, his hand having already pulled you closer to him.

You looked over your shoulder, trying to spot Jimin that to your unfortunate luck was staring at you and once he caught your eyes he signalized you to go over.

"Em, about that. What about you go. Something came up and i can't come home tonight." You told him, remembering that Jimin had told you earlier that his parents were going to stay at his apartment for the night and he wanted you to do the same since you were his girlfriend.

" You sure? "Jungkook asked, his eyes following yours, looking at Jimin who avoided smoothly their stare.

" Yeah, we will talk farther when i come home if you would like. I promise. "You reassured him before making someone steps backwards and waving quickly at him, before turning your back at Jungkook.

You didn't directly walked over to Jimin as you didn't want Jungkook to know so you walked over to the buffet table, pretending you were looking for something to eat, till Jungkook was gone from your sight.

Even after he left though, you preferred staying at the buffet table as it turned out that it had some pretty delicious stuff and you couldn't lose this opportunity to fill your stomach with such tasty food, as well as take the chance to think over your actions for a moment.

You had just told your professor that you loved him, after he had kissed you. It was all fake, but your heart beat was real. The mess of your feelings because of it was real, and you hated that.

All this time you told yourself it was just a crush. Jimin was handsome, everyone could have ended up having a crush on him, however to you, he isn't handsome. To you he is full of flaws. He is messed up, he doesn't know what he actually wants, he is a demon but he is also an angel. He is strong but is also hurting. He is free but also trapped. He is so much more than just handsome and you had come to notice that.

That 'I love you'. You were ordered to say it yo him, but at that moment, you felt it. It was real for those split seconds that he was looking into your eyes and for some reason you wanted him to know that you know some of him and somehow you had loved that some of him that he had shown you.

A broken Jimin, a not perfect Jimin. A human Jimin that makes mistakes. You wanted to say those words to that Jimin. To the Jimin he hides from everyone, because he thinks that everyone would hate him.

"Y/N" His voice that suddenly called you, woke you up from your trail of thoughts, making you look up, seeing him approach you.

Behind him you noticed the figure of his father and his step mother, that apparently had returned by her husband's side, a smile on her face, like nothing had happened. Like nothing had clouded over her heart, filling her eyes with tears that she had quickly taken back, keeping her graceful persona high and untouched.

"Come on. We are leaving." He told you, his hand smoothly finding yours and taking it in his, before flashing you a smile and started leading you towards his parents, that had already turned their back on you, heading towards the exit.

"Do i really have to come?" You said, being extremely uneasy with the thought all of a sudden.

"If it's about the fact that you have to sleep on the same room and bed as me, i assure you, i won't touch you." Jimin looked your way, his gaze serious as he said those words,however it's not that you had doubted that.

You were just doubting yourself. Your heart that was changing every moment a little more. All because of him. All because of Park Jimin.

----To be continued.....