Hush //Jimin FF

Chapter 93

Jimin had opened his eyes to a new morning that had found him in your embrace. A warmth he had decided to keep till you wake up as well, making him no longer being able to stare at your sleeping face the way that he was for ten minutes now, his hands still wrapped around your belly.

He was looking at first just admiring your face that seemed so peaceful and calm while in his arms then lately he couldn't help but think more of how much he truly wished to love you like he had never loved before.

However even though that desire to make this relationship work properly and for you to be all his heart longs for was true, wanting to be in love fully with you and actually being in love fully with you were two different things of which he knew well the line of. That was the reason that he had difficulties at saying 'I love you' to you because he wasn't sure if he would be truly honest if he ever was to say that. He surely liked you, he surely favored you and was fond of you. Your love does good to him, your presence now being something that he would miss if it was to be gone. Even the warmth of your body seemed so special and effected him every time he was to get this close to you but taking a step farther was something he wasn't sure of doing.

The last thing he wanted was to hurt you because it was the first time in his life that someone that truly knew all his mistakes still stayed and gave him a chance. He really didn't want to screw this up and wanted to love you. Wake up with you in his arms like this every day. Feel your kisses, your touch  as he would cover you with his making you his and only his. It would be great if he could live a life with you, love you more than anyone could possibly love you while he would enjoy your love as well, a love that moved his heart and had started creating miracles inside him. He definitely wanted you to be that one however want and actually being were two different things and that's what was troubling him inside his mind, thinking of what if he could never achieve that wholly.

You surely didn't deserve a man that still has secretly lingering feelings for another woman so he had to clarify his feelings quickly in order to not lose you or hurt you, because he really didn't want for neither of those things to happen.

"I am sorry Y/N. I wish I was a better person. Someone you would really deserve." He mumbled a bit disappointed on himself, his gaze falling low and staying there for a while till he felt your lips touching his forehead, making his eyes grow wide.

"There is always room for improvement baby." Your sleepy voice reached his ears and as you pulled back he noticed that your eyes were still closed and you weren't in a fully awaken state, thing that explained were you had found the boldness to call him with that endearment that made him green widely .

"Baby? So I am your baby Y/N?" He teasingly asked in a low voice not having any intentions to get you out of that half sleeping state of yours yet.

You only hummed in response as you shifted into a new position, facing the ceiling, your head leaning away from him while your right hand had ended up touching his hand that was around your waist area and traveled up, taking your shirt with you, exposing your flesh and leaving his hand now resting on your skin.

Jimin stayed unmoved for a moment staring at your body as he couldn't help but do that, then he subtly laughed before traveling his hand slowly up and pulling down your shirt adjusting it properly.

"You are not making it easy for me Y/N" He whispered then smiled as he took no reaction out of you till two seconds later you literally jumped out of the bed, scaring the heck out of him as you screamed "Oh My God! I AM LATE FOR CLASS!"

---change of set---

Taehyung had waken up in the best morning of his life as he had called it in his mind. Sira was sleeping soundly in his arms, her head resting on his chest while he was keeping her safely in between his arms.

The two had had a long conversation last night, him ending up opening up to her about all the feelings that he has carried. He told her everything leaving nothing hidden and somehow he felt so relieved doing so.

At first he was scared of her judgment and how this all would look in her eyes, if she would lose respect for him after getting to know all the mistakes that he has done or even find him disgusting for having loved someone he definitely shouldn't yet all those horrible seniors were so out of Sira's character and she was nothing but understanding with him.

Her words had impressed him as the perspectives she unveiled to him of her thoughts on the situation were so different from his point of view and he had ended up thinking that women must have a gift to thinking better than men do.

"Love has no logic and as such judging someone's actions whom is in love logically is simply useless. It can never be fair because emotions are emotions and they over rule the mind when the grow powerful. I would never judge anyone for loving, so i can't judge you either. All i can say is well done, for getting out of it alive " That speech of hers among the many things she told him was the most memorable one in his memory and he probably would always remember it because it strike something inside him.

It took his guilt away as if it reminded him of his pain and suffering and that there is no bad one and good one in this mess, there are just different points of view and different people carrying their own feelings, struggles and perspectives of truth.

After the two had concluded their conversation, he had kept her in his house as it was too late to let her go home, however he had promised her to wake her up early to send her home so her parents wouldn't find her missing from her room but Taehyung found a difficulty of doing that as when he had entered the guest room where she was sleeping he had found himself unable to disturb such sleeping beauty and instead just lay beside her and snuggle with her in bed.

After staying there and getting intoxicated with her scent he had forgotten completely of waking her up, his mind having focused on thought regarding her body warmth and how much he wanted for her wake up and have a good day together.

It was Saturday after all and they were free to cuddle all day in bed, eat breakfast together or maybe do something more, if she wouldn't get in any trouble with her parents for sleeping out.

Those nice thoughts of his and plans of keeping her in his arms a bit more got distracted however by her phone that started going off, her mother's ID getting displayed on her screen as Taehyung could see, making her Sira abruptly fly away from his arms and grab her phone, answering it still in a daze.

"Yes... Aa.. Am.. I am at Y/N. We.. She needed me with something." He heard her lying and couldn't help but suppress a laughter, making her eyes fall at him sternly.

"Yes mom... I am sorry mom..yeah I will. Have a good day at work. Bye" She handed up the call and hit his chest as he burst out laughing.

"The heck are you doing in my bed?!" She scolded him as she was really surprised seeing him there and her sleeping state hadn't helped her much, making the situation even more surprising to her.

---To be continued...

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