loving you is the biggest Mistake of my life(completed)√

chapter19

Farha pov//

When he said yes I dont know what to say at that moment, so I kept silent

Lucas: Farha, please talk to me, I know you are angry at me, I really wanted to

me: Lucas.... first finish your food, then we will talk. I will be waiting for you in the garden

then I leave the dining table and went to the garden. Frankly speaking, I love flowers, it soothes me. I have to get my mind fresh. So I was looking at the moon for some time

You really love this place, don't you?

me: ya it makes me calm, helps me to think properly

Lucas: Farha are you not happy with this proposal?

me: why me Lucas?

Lucas: huh, what do you mean?

me: Lucas I want you to tell me something honestly, did uncle emotionally blackmailed you or something!

I know you love your father and if you are saying yes because of this, then you should not take any kind of pressure.

We are so different from each other in every way.

I know your taste of women. I get that you are changing which is good, but you and I are like sky and ground.

You will never like to be in a relationship with a girl like me which everyone knows. I am very simple according to your lifestyle.

I like simplicity which is not your cup of tea and you love to play with money and I spent it so carefully.

I also know you are not the person who would like to be tied with one person and I want a lifetime relationship.

I want someone to whom I can give my everything without any doubt.

Who will love me more than anything, with whom I can start my own family, a cozy house that will be filled with only love, children's giggling, my husband will tease me and I will blush like crazy?

He can be a mare employee I dont care.

All I want is to love unconditionally. So you tell me, can you assure me of that kind of commitment? Can you promise to give me that kind of life?

He remains silent all this time, didn't even speak a word, I realize that he is not ready for this and his silence is hurting me. He does not feel the same and it hurts me, I should have known this, should not have let my hope up before my tear come through my eyes I speak up

See! even you are not sure about your feelings.

listen, Lucas, I like our friendship, so let it be like this, I know u will find the girl with whom you will feel proud to be and I will find mine.

so, forget it. I will say no to uncle mason tomorrow morning, so dont worry.

with that I was ready to go from there because I am not ready to cry in front of him, I dont want to feel weak before him but suddenly he grabs my wrist and pulled me to him so my back hit his chest.

Lucas: are you done with your blabbering? I m not saying anything because I was trying to understand what you were saying!

He was tightening his grip on my wrist which was hurting me. I turned around to face him

me: Lucas let me go, you are hurting me!

Lucas: why? So that you can leave me, huh!

listen to me very carefully, I will not let u go, you cannot leave me, you get that?

You, can, never, leave, me.

you are mine, mine, mine, and only mine

I was shocked by his confession, I have never seen him react like this. He was literally shouting at me, I was feeling scared with his expression and when he realized what he was doing he calm a little bit, then starts to talk in a calm tone

Lucas: I...I am sorry, I didn't mean to shout at you. I dont like it when you talk about leaving. I know my reputation is not appropriate, I also know that that we are different in every way and I know ur concern that you want something that will feel cozy which you think I cant give you. But how you can be so sure if u dont give me a chance. Let me try, let me prove if I can show you what are you worth.

So you tell me, will you give me, give us a chance to see if we can be one!

I was stunned, he wants me to give him a chance, Lucas manhattan is begging for a chance to me. He feels the same which gives me hope that we can be one. If he wants to come out from his comfort zone and break his walls only for me, wants to be in a relationship, so why can't I!

There's no harm to give a try, yes I want to try, I want to be with him.

me: yes, I will give you, give us a chance. I want you to prove to me how much you are ready to be with me but I m not saying I will say yes right now for the marriage. If you got succeed to prove me then I will say yes without any hesitation but if you cant then

Lucas: thanx thanx thanx Farha and dont worry this will never happen, you will say yes, I m sure, I will prove to u that we r meant to be

with that he kissed me on my forehead for some time then picked me up and spin me around. He was laughing like a kid which makes me felt so good. I love his laugh because when he laughs he doesn't look like a businessman he looks like a normal boy who has no worry, who wants to love the people without judging anyone by his status. I like this Lucas, my Lucas. His laugh makes me giggle

PlZ LUCAS ALWAYS STAY LIKE THIS, NEVER EVER CHANGE.

PLZ NEVER DISAPPOINT ME, NEVER HURT ME.

Because, IF THAT HAPPENS, I WILL DIE.

awwww, they are having their best time, but how long it will remain...?

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