An Unexpected Love

DG -28- Regret

-•-TAEHYUNG-•-

"You're really handsome.." She stroke my hair and smiled.

She's really beautiful..

I'm lying here in my bed while she's just standing beside me.

"Don't get drunk again, huh?" She chuckled and pinch my cheeks.

How much I missed her.. I missed her sooooo much. Damn.

"Of course!" I answered and smiled to her.

But.. Why is she crying?

She kissed my forehead and she stands up..

"W-where are you.. going?" I stuttered.

"Just always remember that I love you okay?" She smiled and kissed my forehead for the second time.

"Bye, Kim Taehyung.. Bye.."

I woke up with the sun light on my face.

Aaagh!

My head hurts! Damn!

I massage my temple to lessen the pain...

And then I remember on what happened last night..

Damn!

I should be happy right now that were already divorce! But fck! Why is there in my heart that WHY DID I DO THAT?!

I'm so fckng confuse..

An of course, I'm so tired too..

I can't stand looking at Jaeyeon at the hostpital.. She really look weak and tired..

I yawn for a second and stretch my body... and I just feel that there's nothing in my top.

I grab a shirt from the floor and wear it. I'm so hungry..

I look at the clock and then I saw it's already 11am.. And then, suddenly my eyes were landed to calendar..

And then I saw MAY 02 was encircled..

My heart races as I realized what date was now.

Fck that shit.

I quickly went outside of my room and went to her room to check her.. I went to the bathroom of her room but she wasn't her.. I went to the kitchen but no.. I went to the garden but there's no sign of her...

Where is she?

Oh my god..

I forgot all the things I told her lat night.. I gripped my hair in suffocation.

God! What have I done?!

I went to the living room, hopeless.

And then I saw a cake.. A cake with 4 candles. I came closer and then I saw..

"4th Anniversary.."

A tear roll down in my face as I realized what have I done to her...

Today is should be our 4th anniversary but we didn't even celebrate it because were already divorce last night.

I sit in couch in frustration. I face my palms and cried silently..

Why..

Why did I do that to her..

Why do I hurt her?