Rebirth of the Big Boss Daughter (COMPLETED)

My Sweet Little Sister

Kara's P.O.V

So...
I have been thinking that I'm as carefree as always.
Not even scared stiff with Felix.
I mean, I know he will never hurt me.
My trust to him amaze even me.
I mean, Im aware how viscious, how heartless, how evil he is but...

"Brother, Im not scared of you." I said as I am determined to convey my realization.

We are eating lunch together.
Its our 2nd day.
He is about to take a huge bite then freeze and take the spoon down.
He looks at me and pat his lap.

I smile as I stand up and sit down on him.

Hehe.

This is my previlidge seat.

"Brother is the best."

He rubs my head and kiss my cheek.

I dont feel like he has a temporary amnesia at all.

After that I dont know what happen.
But when I open my eyes I feel dizzy.
Looking left and right.
My hands are bound on the bed sides.
I sigh.

Dear Brothe Felix, why do you always complicate things??????!!!

Creak.

The door opened.

Felix walks to my side with a knife.
He then take a chair and sit down facing me.

I look at him.
There is no confusion or agitation or doubt in his eyes.

"Do you still trust me?"
He said smiling.

OH.

"I do." I said knitting a brow.

He smirks.

"So what of I do this?" He said as he creeps near.
Pointing the long knife on my neck.

"Is this all you've got?" I sigh and smile at him.

The smile in his face vanish and then he frowns and grab my clothes. Then looking at my shirt he suddenly smirks.

"How about I do this?" He asks and then he use the knife and slowly rip my shirt.

"Brother...." suddenly I begun to panic.
I look at him with disbelief...with dismay.

Then his frown deepens and he stop what his doing half way.

"......If you want me to hate you...There is more effective way." I said angrily.

He looks at me.
"What?"

"Hurt me for real."

After that, Brother Felix left me after he release me from being bound.
Like he lose all his motivation. Avoid me all day.

When Night fell I get down to eat.
I look at him who is silently sitting on he sofa unmoving.

"Brother..." I want to get near but what he did to me still scares me a bit.

"......"

"Do you still want me to hate you?" I ask as I maintain our distance.

I look at him.
He lift his face and I see phantom in his eyes.
Confuse, scared, disbelief, agony. Mixture of emotions I dont usually see at his face.

I blink.
I then slowly creeps near and hug him.

"I....Im sorry." I said and cry in his embrace.

"Brother, forgive me. Im sorry." I repeat as I feel no response at him.

"Brother....Brother....Felix!!"

".....Dont shout." He finally reaponse as if he is very tired.

"Im sorry." I apologize again and hug him tighter.

"Hmm....Why are you apologizing? This is so weird." He said but his friendly chuckles sounds so unlike him.

"Because Im sorry. I hurt you." I said and refuse to leave his side.

He rubs my hair and my back.
"I want to hurt you."

"I should have let you hurt me!" I said as my tears fell non stop.
I stare at him to convey my emotions.

He falter and his face shaken in agony.
"What do you mean? Why would you do that??" He frowns and grab both my cheeks. Looking, searching, as if he wants to see every single pores in my face.

"Because....Because...."

"I should apologize. I shouldnt have tested you. I shouldnt have hurt you. I shouldnt have....I know I shouldnt have...But I feel so helpless, so weak, if I didnt hurt you a bit, I feel like Ill lose my self! I have to hurt you so I can confirm that I am still Me!"

"I know...I know. But I got scared. I know you only want to make sure that you are you. That your memory serves you right. The Felix you know is cold hearted, cold blooded. You want to confirm if you are still the same. I know. I know.but...But I still got scared. Im sorry."

"Its not your fault!!"

"But...But...I should have endure it! For you..I should have done anything!"

He then kiss me so passionately.
Our lips and tongue entangled.
I dont know if its saliva or tears or sweat Im tasting anymore.

After a passionately kiss, we just look at each other for a while.

Then he touches my cheek.

"I love you."

I blink.

"Brot---"

"Hush now. Go to sleep."

"Brother..."

"Im a mess now. Go."

"Then Ill stay here!" I said and determined to stay.

He chuckles and wipe my lips.
Apparently, its soaked with sticky liquid.
Im embarrassed.

"You are the best little sister in the world." He said as he leans and kiss me lightly.

I pout.

"Have you calm down?" I ask looking at him.

He nods.

"Really?" I ask again.

"Go to sleep." He said and rubs my head.

"O...okay...Good night. I love you too." I said and kiss his cheek.

He smiles and wave me good night.

But when I close the door.
I dunno why but my eyes starts to shed tears.

I jump in the bed and cry all I want.

I love you too.
But Its the the same weight as the Ilove you he just gave me.
The way he looks at me.
The way he smiles.
The way he carefully kiss me.

He loves me.

Ah....I want that drug!

"I want to forget!" I said as I raise my face.

Sigh.

I roll.
I really love Felix but Im not romantically in love with him.

But....I do like the kisses.

"I sound like a whore bitch just now." I angrily punches the pillow.

That night, I wet dream about Felix.

A/N:

We moved!!!!
And I didnt help.

Geez..

Ill be more penniless in the future.
Damn.
Its already this late.
Gotta wash my clothes, then let the electric fan on to dry my clothes, then wear it tomorrow morning.
Sounds great?

Wahahahahhahahaha..

Sigh.
Damn.