Rebirth of the Big Boss Daughter (COMPLETED)

Author's Note

Before the end...

-Kara's P.O.V-

I graduated in highschool in the age of 17,since I go back to school at 15 and finish highschool for two years. I look forward to my new adult life.
This life where everything is within my grasp.

I am not searching for my father's love and I am not lacking with people that I care about.

"I don't love you."

I first told this to King.
He is always someone that I cherish.
But that is not love.
It is not romantic.
He is a big brother to me. Someone I don't want to deny and someone who needs to be free.

He smiles and rub my head as he slowly left.

I don't know where he goes. But I am sure that it is the right thing for me to do.

Akira is a man who never bends his will.
I realized that the love he holds for me. Is not what he thinks.
He is a lonely person.
And he needs someone to care for him.
I am the warmth in that lonely world.

"Akira, Older Brother,I am not the woman for you."

He ignores me but I know he also knows it is true.

It was 3 months going in college that I told Ralph to stop his pursuit. It is crazy how a little brother thinks of me.

I am happy he likes me.
And also..felt it is a burden.
I hope he will forgives me but I have to say it.

"You suck at everything."

I think he thinks it in the wrong way.
But nowadays he become really into perfection.
Well, it is not my problem anymore.
It is his future wife's problem.

I am second year in college when Xian told me that he is interested with Marga.
It comes as a surprise to me.
I mean, Marga?
It didn't happen in our past life.
Well,nothing happened in the past life that resembles my life now.

I smile and give him an okay sign.

Then I tear up.

"Ah.So this is how it felt."

I feel sorry for all the guys I left behind.
Being so heart broken but unable to tell it out right is painful.

"Raphael..."

"So you like Xian?"

"Hmm..I didn't know until he become interested to someone else. I'm pathetic huh." I said smiling.

"You? Pathetic? How about an old man going after a college girl and hearing her tell him that her crush is now in someone else arm?"

"Yeah. You are pathetic."
I look at him and flick his forehead
"Get over me. Old man."

"Hmm... I know. Its just...Its too hard."

"Yeah? Well...You think I will be the same to Xian?"

"Well, if you didn't realize you like him..Maybe you really don't like him and it doesn't matter if he likes you or not."

"Im that kind of a bitch huh."

"How about him?"

"Huh?"

"Isn't he..the best contender?"

I stop talking as I sip the beer in the can.

Him?

Felix?

That guy...left a very long time ago.
Before I even start going to school again.
He left and didn't call or text.