Sarah just left before Steve got back home with Tara, because you know that Steve would probably disagree with you being back together again. Not that you are officially back together again, but you did kiss her and you did tell her you loved her. She told you that she still loves you as well, but she did make a mistake once. Everybody makes mistakes though. That's what makes us human. You did want to take a little bit of distance from her, because you didn't want to be hurt again. Losing your mother, losing your bestfriend and getting shot yourself changed that though. It showed you that you should have a fun time while you still can.
After you had dinner you played some games with Tara and then went upstairs again to watch some movies in bed. After a while Tara also came upstairs. "Hi baby." You say as she walks into your room. "Hi." She says walking up to your bed and struggling to climb on top of it, because you can't pick her up. "Did you leave Steve, dad, alone downstairs?" You ask her. "Yes. I wanted to be with you." Tara says. "Aww that's sweet. I love you baby." You say giving her a kiss on the cheek and holding her tight. "I love you to." She says. All of a sudden she starts crying. "What's wrong baby?" You ask worried. "I was just scared that you would leave like mommy and I don't want that." She says in between stutters. "Oh sweetie... You're the most important person in my life. You're the reason I'm still here. I want to see you grow up and I want to make sure you get a wonderfull life. I will always love you and I will never leave you. Okay?" You question. She nods. You cuddle for a while and then she goes to bed...
You're still lying in bed watching your favorite tv show and then you recieve a text from Sarah.
Sarah: Hey cutie!! I really liked today. Thank you for letting me come by💕
(y/n): You don't need to say thank you😂 but I really liked today as well💕 Do you wanna come tomorrow again?
Sarah: Yes ofcourse!
~Time skip to the next day~
The doorbell rings and you know it's Sarah, so you open the door. "Hi cutie." Sarah says when you open the door. "Hi!" You say giving her a kiss. "Btw I know a really good movie we could watch!" You say excited. "Oh which one?" Sarah asks. "Well it's a really good movie. I don't know if I ever told you about it, but the actress in it is amazing... and her name is Cate Blanchett." You say already laughing. "Oh fuck off. I'm not watching 'Carol' with you again." Sarah asks. "Sorry I just like it when you get jealous, because I'm talking about Cate." You say laughing. "Oh yeah that's really fun." Sarah says sarcastically, which makes you laugh even more. "It kinda is though. I like it when you become all clingy." You say putting your hands on her waist and pulling her closer for a kiss. "Do you want to go upstairs?" You ask. "Yeah sure." Sarah says, walking to your room with you. You walk into your room and Sarah is right behind you. You sit down in your bed and Sarah sits next to you. "I'm not jealous btw." Sarah says. "Yes you are, but I don't mind that." You say with a smile. "No, you're a jealous person. Not me." Sarah says with a chuckle. "Yeah I admit that I can be jealous, but I make it less noticable. You on the otherhand make it very clear that you are jealous. Remember when you sent me those texts, because I posted a pic with Bradley." You say with a chuckle. "Yeah, but most people would get jealous about that. I mean you gave him a kiss while he lifted you. It looked like a picture a couple would take together." Sarah says. "Yeah, but he is just my really good friend." You say laughing. "Well It didn't look like it on that picture." Sarah says. "Okay... well let's talk about something else, cause you're getting jealous again." You say teasing her one last time. "No I don't mind talking about it. Can I ask you something else tho?" Sarah asks. "Yeah ofcourse." You say. "I don't mind if you did, because well who am I to judge, but did you... you know... with Bradley?" Sarah asks "If you mean sex then no, but I did kiss him in a game of spin the bottle at a party." You say. "When did that happen?" Sarah asks. "The same day that I left your place. You know... the day after the school's halloween party." You reply. "Okay... am I a better kisser tho?" Sarah asks trying to lighten up the mood. "Well I kind of forgot how you used to kiss me. Maybe you should freshen up my memory." You say with a smirk. Sarah leans in and kisses you. She starts moving her legs on each side of you, so she is placed on your lap. While doing that though, she accidentally kicks you on your left side where you were shot. "Ah fuck!" You say getting hurt. "Oh my god I'm so sorry. Shit sorry baby. Are you okay?" Sarah asks getting off you. "Yeah sort of." You say trying not to swear like your life depended on it. "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you." Sarah says. "I know. It's okay. Can you go get my painkillers? I needed to take them anyway." You say still in pain. "Yeah ofcourse. Where are they?" Sarah asks. "In the bathroom top left cabinet." You reply. Sarah speeds to the bathroom and is back with the painkillers and a glass of water. "Thank you." You say when Sarah hands them to you and you take them in. "I'm really sorry." Sarah says. "Yeah it's okay don't worry." You say with a chuckle. "Is it healing fast by the way?" Sarah asks refering to the wounds. "Well I mean you can still clearly see it, but it's not as bad as before. Why? Do you want to see?" You ask her. "Yeah, sorry I'm just curious." Sarah says. "It's okay I get it." You say getting up from the bed so you can show her. She shuffles over to your side of the bed so she can see a little better. You lift up your shirt and show her the wound on your stomach first. "This one hurt the most." You say. Then you show the wounds on your left side. "As if I didn't have enough scars yet." You say sarcastically. "You're still the most beautiful girl I've ever met, with or without scars." Sarah says with a cute smile and places a kiss on your stomach next to your wound. "You know I never asked you where you were when the shooting happened." You say hinting that she should tell you, while lying down in bed. "I was still in the classroom with a few other kids and when I heard the shots I immediately locked the door." Sarah says. "Where you scared? Nevermind that's a stupid question." You say with a chuckle. "Well yeah I was scared, but luckily I wasn't alone. I was more scared when I heard that you got shot though." Sarah says. "Don't worry I'm not that easy to get rid of." You say with a chuckle. "No, but I was probably the most scared than I've ever been. I was just really afraid to loose you. I just was afraid that I couldn't see you smile anymore or hold you or just be around you." Sarah says looking at you and putting her hand on your cheek. A tear rolled down her cheek. "Hey, but I'm still here and you'll still see this smile and you'll still hear my stupid jokes." You say with a smile, while wiping her tears away. "Come here." You say lifting your right arm so she can lay her head on your chest. "Sorry." Sarah says wiping her tears away. "You don't have to say sorry. It's okay I get it." You say giving her a kiss on her head. She looks up at you and you give her a quick peck on the lips. "God I'm lucky." Sarah says looking into your eyes. "Oh shut up." You say joking and then kissing her. "Uhm (y/n)?" Sarah says after a while of cuddling. "Are we like dating, are we a couple or what?" She asks looking up at you. "Sarah I really really love you. I do, but I just don't want to move that fast again. Especially after everything that happened... I'd say that we're in the dating phase. Or do you feel different about that?" You ask her. "No... well, I mean I'd love to be together, but I get that you'd like to take it slow." Sarah says. "Yeah... everything is just happening so fast. This year has really been an emotional rollercoaster. I mean falling in love with you, losing mom, seeing my dad for the first time in 7 years again, being shot, losing Tyler..." You say getting a little emotional. "You're such a strong girl (y/n) and I admire you for that." Sarah says. "Thank you. I hope Cate Blanchett thinks the same." You say as a joke to lighten up the mood. "Shut up." Sarah says laughing. "Sorry." You say laughing as well...
Hiiii guys I thought about just uploading a chapter that was all about Sarah. Sorry if there are mistakes, because I wrote it in one sitting :)) I hope you'll still like it tho! <3
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The teacher // Miss Paulson
FanfictionStory about a girl who goes through a lot of things and falls for her teacher. Ps: I wrote the first chapters a couple of years ago, so I promise that the writing gets better with every chapter (or well atleast I tried to make them better :))
