Tommyinnit (mostly) angst oneshots

"You know I love you guys, right?"

Trigger warning: suicidal thoughts, suicide, overdosing on medication

"Okay, everybody, that is the end of the stream for today, I've got stuff to do, sorry, but I feel like that was a great stream. Bye!"

Tommy clicked the end stream button, relaxing in his chair. the rest of the SMP were still on the discord. He typed a message.

'can you all join my call, please?'

Unnerved by the please, everybody quickly joined. 

"What is it, Tommy?" Wilbur asked. "Is everything okay?"

"Oh- yeah, Wil. I just wanted to tell you all, I love you. You know I love you guys, right?"

"Awww, Tommy!" Tubbo smiled. 

"We love you too, Tommy," Niki said.

Tommy smiled. "Thanks, guys. That's all I had to say."

"Bye then," Dream laughed, exiting the call.

Tommy exited too.

He was ready now. He'd said his goodbyes, told everyone he loved them, even his parents, before they left for work.

It was time.

Tommy went to the bathroom, taking out his anxiety medication. The little orange bottle taunted him.

Do it Tommy you coward just do it nobody will miss you anyway just kill yourself already just eat the whole bottle swallow it every single little pill you deserve it everybody thinks you're so annoying JUST DO IT SWALLOW THE PILLS KILL YOURSELF

Tommy took a deep breath. 

"I can't pog through the pain anymore."

Tommy swallowed.