Tommyinnit (mostly) angst oneshots

I'll be good

Trigger Warning: suicide, suicide message

Sort of Tubbo, but also Tommy angst it's kinda not good

Tommy set up his jukebox. He stood up. He had to do this. He had to do it in order to be good.

Tommy fell. 

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Tubbo and the others were going to visit Tommy, as an apology for the party. They prepared food and a bunch of other stuff. But, when they arrived, all they saw was Tommy's tent. They searched around until they found a jukebox, with a music disc floating on top of it. Tubbo played the disc. It was Tommy's voice.

Hey, if you're listening,

Tommy started to sing.

I thought I saw the devil, this morning,
Looking in the mirror, drop of rum on my tongue,
With the warning- to help me see myself clearer.
I never meant to start a fire-
I never meant to make you bleed.
I'll be a better man today-

I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the times that I never could

My past has tasted bitter for years now
So I wield an iron fist
Grace is just weakness
Or so I've been told
I've been cold, I've been merciless
But the blood on my hands scares me to death
Maybe I'm waking up today

I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
I'll be good, I'll be good
I'll be good, I'll be good

For all of the light that I shut out

For all of the innocent things that I doubt

For all of the bruises I've caused and the tears
For all of the things that I've done all these years
Yeah, for all of the sparks that I've stomped out
For all of the perfect things that I doubt

I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the times I never could

This is the only way for me to be good.

Bye, I guess. 

 Then, the death noise. There was no respawn sound.

A/N this was not that good sorry

please dont hurt yourself

be aware that even if all you did today was read this story, at least you got a device, opened it, and found my story, and then read it to the end. I'm so proud of you, even if you didn't eat, or leave your bed, or do anything but cry, because you're still alive, and I'm thankful for that.

I love you all so much

Bye!