Mandi, Ily

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Hello!

Skip n'yo nalang kapag ayaw n'yo sa kadramahan ko.

I'll start by saying how much I love Mandi and I can't believe that what happened to her also happened to me. I wrote this story because I found my comfort in writing when my father died last year (October 2020). I purposely killed her father because I want to see how I express a character that is going through the same situation as mine, and heck-pati mama niya pinatay ko na rin to see how I'll handle the jcnsncnc. And holy crap, I have never expected that I'd go through the same situation as my written character did—my mom also died recently (October 2021) not a year after my father's death (which is same same sa nangyare kay Mandi.) It surprises me lang how much things I have in common with her and I'm a bit disappointed how I lack of emotion when I expressed her side. I want to edit this again dahil ramdam na ramdam ko na ang nafefeel ng character ko. I felt like I didn't give enough justice sa story ni Mandi ko eh. Aside from it, I just realized how cool Mandi is and how much she makes my heart hurt at the things she did—the sacrifices she made. I can't even imagine ako pala nagsulat nito at ako pala nagformulate ng story LMAO. And tbh, I'm nervous to go through the same things she did kahit hindi ko alam kung mapagdadaanan ko ba. Pero anyway, this is just a note about my sudden realization (at 5AM in the morning) and how much i appreciate Mandi and lahat ng katulad ni Mandi. This may sound funny dahil napapamahal ako sa characters ko, but aaaa i love them all so much. Each one of them holds a special place in my heart. Korni ko talaga kapag umaga.

Welllll, I hope y'all are good right now. It's a cruel world and I know we all are going through tough time. Kaya to all of you who are grieving/suffering like me, I hope you find comfort soon. Sending a power hug! (IF U FEEL LIKE U WANNA RANT, GO NA SA COMMENT AT ILABAS MO)

[!] Edit ko ito kapag nakahinga na ako sa buhay. Sabay ko rin pag update sa stories ko at sa pagpublish ng bago kong sinusulat hehi.




Ps. Yes, may galit din ako kay Debby dahil sa nagawa niya kay Mandi natin and I'm the one to blame kasi ako pala nagsulat. HAHSHAHS. (Pero gusto ko rin ng isang Debby sa buhaiq. Pls lord dinggin mo)

11/1/21

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