to be with danger

finding my way

Darting his eyes, type tilted his head here and there to then place his hand from his chin down has his watch started to go off, to then bring it before himself to turn off to then turn a bit to grab out one of the pill bottles from the bag he was given from the doctor to then move it about to eye over it to read everything.
He then placed his hand to the top to unscrew to then grab out a pill to eye to take in a deep breathe, to not know fully if the decision he made was right however he knew in his heart it had to be done.
He then took the pill to then place the cap back on to then place the pill bottle inside the bag to then place his elbow to the little area he could to then place his hand to his face to look out ward has the train he was on was speeding away.
Finally after several hours on the train, type grab the bag to then get off to go and grab a taxi to tell the driver the address to then go forth, he kept his head forward.
This person better have my house ready, had to spend extra to have it done by today..
Type started his arms about himself to look down to make a face.
He couldn't stop thinking of tharn and he was probably finding out about some things by now.
Type flexed his jaw.
You better not hurt my doctor or the ones who......
Type made a hard face to then turn his head to dart his eyes.
Furrowing his brow, the driver had reached there destination to be too the back to be shaking type awake.
"Mister..... Mister.... Were here."
Type nodded to then take in a deep breathe to then grab his bag to get out to look over his to story house, happy now he saved all his money from his previous job. He really needed that now.
Type then looked forward to then go up the two steps to knock upon the door.
He stepped back a bit has the care taker came out.
"Glad you're on time."
"Mm, everything is taken care of right?"
"Everything. I stocked the fridge with everything you are too be requesting I made up the rooms, are you expecting a....."
Type raised an eye brow.
"None of your business. If everything is arranged can you please leave, ive traveled a long way to get here."
The care taker nodded to then move out to then raise an arm.
"Would you like me to show you around?"
Type shook his head.
"I'm sure I can manage."
I also know where you live.
Type went in to then close the door to lock, the care taker rolled his eyes to then bring down his arm to then leave.
Inside type looked about to nod.
This should do....... For the rest of my life.
Type then went forth to his living room to. L then place the bag down to the chair to then place his hands to his jacket to then slide it down to throw to the couch, he then looked about to head to the kitchen to look through everything to see the care taker listened to everything he was seeking. He then turned to go upstairs to the bedrooms, he looked to the one he told the care taker to detail, type took in a big breathe to eye over everything to then shut off the light to then go down the hall to his room to smile and wide.
Good thing I went with the king.
Type then went to the bed to crawl upon it to lay to his back to streach his arms out to look to the ceiling to dart his eyes over it to make a face.
He couldn't get tharn out of his mind and the probabilities that was most to the likely occuring in his absence.
Type shook his head to then go to his side to look to the bright blue covers to gulp, he then shook his head to get up to then start to undress to then go straight to his huge elegant Bathroom to go to his bathtub that sat to the middle to run it, getting the water where he wanted, he didn't wait to then get inside to submerge himself, getting the water to the level he wanted he then shut it off, to look forward to then move his head back to lay it to the end to then look up.
Have to get used to a life all alone.
Type then turned his head to furrow his brow at that statement..
It..... Really is better this way..... You needed to do what you must have.......
Type then placed his hands to his eyes to make a painful face, he was very much missing tharn, type knew in his heart he still was very much in love with this man however, type knew to stay it would have been a death sentence.
Type took his hand away to then get slowly out of the bathtub to then go to a towel to wrap about his waist, to stop to the side of a mirror to keep his head down. He couldn't really stomach at the sight of him, espacially with the choice he made.
Type gritted his teeth to then go forth to not look at himself, he just couldn't.
Going through the house he went to the kitchen to grab something filling to then eat it all to then go to his living room to his very comfy couch to lay to his back to eye up to dart his eyes about to sign and hard.
You just have to get used to this, try not to stress or worry....... Just accept where you are in your life, it'll all be okay now......
Type then went to his side to place his hands under his head to then slowly let his lids drop to then fall under again.