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Elaine.
Last year you told me how much you loved lilies because they remind you of your mother, and today I'm laying them on your grave.
I don't think I'll ever be able to articulate how I felt with you.
I knew from the first night we talked, and the first night we didn't.
I didn't believe in love before I met you.
You changed how I view things.
You changed me, tiny.
The last thing anyone had thought could happen.
And you did it so easily.
I believe we were soulmates, and now I'm gonna have to live without my other half.
Pansy is not the same anymore. Her once bright eyes have turned a dull grey.
Blaise and Theo argue a lot, they miss you.
But nothing can describe the way I miss you, the pain I'm in. How every part of my body aches every time I have to wake up without you beside me.
You're always there, within everything I do, and it's okay, it just hurts not being able to tell you that anymore.
Tell you that I hear your laugh in every chord on my piano.
And that I see your smile every time the sun shines a bit brighter than usual.
I keep thinking about your soft skin, and how beautifully it collided within mine.
I can't help but hope you listen to my cries at night, so you know how deeply I miss you.
It angers me that you're gone.
It angers me that it was you instead of me.
You didn't deserve this, none of this.
You fought so hard everyday.
I always told you "see you on the other side" but I never thought you would get there before me.
Falling in love with you was magical,
but the pain is miserable.
I am miserable.
I don't know how I will live without you.
Without seeing your goofy smile again.
Your small frail hands.
Your touch.
I need you Elaine, don't you see?
Why can't you some back to me?
I miss you so much.
You swore to the moon you would never leave me.
But then again the moon changes.
And as you left, so did a part of me.
I love you forever and always, with every part of my soul.
I love you, Elaine.
Maybe in another lifetime we will be together.
Forever yours,
Draco.
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Aching Hearts // Draco Malfoy fanfiction
Fanfiction"I love you for all that you are all that you have been and all that you will be." Elaine Celestia Blythe has spent her whole life in Azkaban because of her parents; Scarlett & Elijah Blythe - some of the most dangerous deatheaters. After 13 yea...
