Beloved [Rebirth]

Chapter 57

 In the doctor's office, Zhou Jingnian put down the report card, and suddenly asked the doctor: "If the fetus is aborted, will it hurt him too much?"

Liu Feng's eyes widened, "Abort?" He looked at Zhou Jingnian incomprehensibly, a little angry, "You don't want these two children? Zhou Jingnian, you are out of your mind. Do you think this is a child conceived by a man?"

Zhou Jingnian's hand has been convulsing and aching since he knew that Fang Zheng was pregnant. The report sheet was deformed, but the complexion didn't change at all, "If it were you, would you accept being a man but being pregnant with a child, which sounds absurd?"

"I..." Liu Feng wanted to say that of course he could accept it, but he couldn't get it out of his mouth. He can accept it, after all, he likes children. But the process of acceptance is by no means as simple as he thought. During this period, he may panic and be frustrated because of the strangeness that happened to him, he will be afraid of the strange eyes caused by the strangeness, and he will not recognize himself. doubt.

This can be a difficult process.

Zhou Jingnian looked very calm, "You and I are neither Fang Zheng nor Fang Zheng." If

it weren't for Fang Zheng, he would still be unable to imagine all his emotions from his standpoint.

When Zhou Jingnian came out of the doctor's office, Fang Zheng and the old lady were still sitting on chairs in the corridor waiting. Fang Zheng blinked frequently and raised his spirits to talk to the old lady. There were no shadows from his previous life on his face, he was carefree and happy.

Zhou Jingnian suddenly couldn't move anymore, he stood where he was, his throat choked up.

Or Fang Zheng turned his head, saw Zhou Jingnian, got up from his chair, walked over with big strides, and asked, "Why is it taking so long, what did the doctor say?"

He walked too fast, and suddenly his feet slipped, making Zhou Jingnian and Liu Feng, including the doctor, was startled and ran to help him one after another.

After Fang Zheng swung his body in an arc and stabilized himself, he turned around and found himself being hugged carefully by Zhou Jingnian. Liu Feng and the doctor looked at him nervously.

Fang Zheng thought about it, and his face suddenly turned pale, "What's wrong? Is my illness serious?"

Liu Feng was still thinking about Zhou Jingnian's abortion words, and his expression was a bit wrong, but he immediately shook his head, Zhou Jingnian hid it He suppressed all his emotions, restrained his trembling hands, and

said flatly, "You are not sick." Fang Zheng glanced at him suspiciously, and searched him twice, "Did you not check the report? Show me."

"A Zheng, there is nothing wrong with your health." Zhou Jingnian said to Zheng Zheng, "Specifically, let's go back now, and then I will tell you." Zhou Jingnian turned to greet the doctor, embraced Fang Zheng's waist, and walked Slow down and go out.

Liu Feng also bid farewell to his friend, telling him to keep it a secret, and after getting another guarantee from the doctor, he helped the old lady to follow in a hurry.

Fang Zheng really thought that he was suffering from some serious illness, but he was completely frightened away from falling asleep at the moment. The old lady thought the same as him, and her brows frowned. On the way back, Liu Feng drove silently, looking at Fang Zheng in the rearview mirror from time to time, while Zhou Jingnian held Fang Zheng's hand and rubbed the back of his hand to ease his tension.

When they got home, the old lady and Liu Feng stayed in the living room for unknown reasons, and Zhou Jingnian dragged Fang Zheng into the room.

Fang Zheng sat on the bed and looked at the serious Zhou Jingnian, "You can tell me now."

Zhou Jingnian took out the B-ultrasound sheet and several other inspection reports and handed it to him.

Fang Zheng didn't quite understand some of the numbers on those reports, but he knew all the Chinese characters. Fang Zheng understood the words about gestational age and two fetuses in the womb.

Although his name was indeed written in the column of the name, Fang Zheng didn't believe it at all. He read it back and forth twice, and asked Zhou Jingnian, "Did you take the wrong report?"

Zhou Jingnian squatted in front of Fang Zheng. Next, holding Fang Zheng's hand, his voice was slow, calming and comforting: "A Zheng, the list is correct, you are pregnant."

"You are joking." Fang Zheng seemed to have heard the Arabian Nights, He threw aside a few sheets in his hand, "Have you ever seen a pregnant man? The hospital must have made a mistake."

At this time, Fang Zheng was still trying to pretend nothing happened, but there was already a hint of irritability between his brows and eyes. Uneasy, when they came to the hospital for an examination, they didn't register and line up. They went through a special channel, and the chance of making a mistake was very small. One copy was enough. Others couldn't be mistaken by such a coincidence, and they had to check his pulse at the very beginning. The old Chinese doctor also kept saying that he was pregnant.

The most important thing is that Fang Zheng knew that Zhou Jingnian would not joke about this kind of thing with him.

"It must be a mistake." Fang Zheng said again, as if saying so would make the facts develop as he wanted, "I will go for another examination tomorrow."

Zhou Jingnian stood up and hugged Fang Zheng. He didn't dare to recall how much this incident in his previous life would have hit Fang Zheng, and what kind of pressure he had withstood when facing it alone. He suppressed the soreness in his eyes, "Okay, let's go tomorrow. Ah Zheng, no matter what happens, I will be with you."

Fang Zheng buried his face in Zhou Jingnian's waist, tightened his arms, seeking comfort.

It was almost noon when the plane landed, and then they went directly to the hospital. At this time, none of the four had eaten. Outside the door, after hearing what Liu Feng said, the old lady was shocked, and all that was left was surprise and anxiety. Surprised that his grandson has a child, worried about whether Fang Zheng will keep these two children in the end.

She called and ordered takeaway, which was basically suitable for pregnant people, and then lightly knocked on the door of Zhou Jingnian's room, asking the two of them to come out for dinner.

Fang Zheng has an appetite to eat at the moment, but even if he is not pregnant, Zhou Jingnian will not let him not eat at all, and Fang Zheng didn't want to go out at first, but he didn't want to worry his grandma and uncle, so he calmed down in the end Went to the living room with Zhou Jingnian.

Sitting at the dinner table, Fang Zheng looked up and saw Liu Feng and the old lady turned their heads away immediately, and suddenly felt a little less uncomfortable.

The atmosphere at the table eased up a lot, and finally the old lady spoke first. She organized her words and said, "Ah Zheng, don't be afraid, grandma and uncle are here."

Fang Zheng counted the bowl with his head down. "If I really...wouldn't you think it's strange?" The

old lady said, "I definitely will." When Fang Zheng couldn't help but look up at her, the old lady smiled softly , continued, "People will have this kind of attitude towards things they see for the first time. It is only whether they can accept it after seeing it. Grandma will tell you the truth, not only can grandma accept it, but she is also very happy."

At her age People, there are very few people who don't like children, because the son is gay, and because it is difficult to have, so although she never said it, she may be more eager to have a grandson hug than the average old lady. It's just because she understands her son, so she won't force him. Now Liu Feng is still young, and when Liu Feng turns forty, she plans to let Liu Feng adopt one.

The old lady was also afraid that Fang Zheng would be under pressure, "But your situation is very special, so grandma won't force you, and you are just a freshman. When the result is confirmed, grandma has no opinion on whether to go or stay." The old lady said It's not against her will at all, but if Fang Zheng really doesn't intend to have these two children, she will still feel sad.

Liu Feng nodded sullenly at the side, and said the same thing, you don't know the pain until the needle sticks in your body, and Fang Zheng has the right to decide whether to keep the child or not.

In fact, what Fang Zheng was most afraid of was that the few close people around him would have a strange opinion of him, and the attitude of these three people made the big rock in his heart fall firmly, and he was not so flustered.

That night, when Zhou Jingnian came out of the shower, he immediately saw Fang Zheng taking off his shirt and standing in front of the full-length mirror to observe his stomach.

Although he said he didn't believe it and had to check it again, in fact, Fang Zheng had already believed it in his heart. At this moment, he turned to the left and turned to the right. He couldn't believe it was separated by such a thin layer Belly, there are actually two little lives in it.

Zhou Jingnian walked over, hugged Fang Zheng from behind, covered Fang Zheng's hand on his abdomen with his hands, and looked up at Fang Zheng in the mirror.

The two hugged quietly in front of the mirror for a while. It was not yet the season to turn on the air conditioner, so Fang Zheng would catch a cold. Zhou Jingnian brought the pajamas he put on the bed for Fang Zheng to put on.

Fang Zheng looked at Zhou Jingnian who was buttoning him with his head down, and asked, "Do you want these two children?"

Zhou Jingnian's hands stopped, his throat rolled twice, and he said, "My opinion is not important."

Fang Zheng Zheng asked him back: "Why doesn't it matter, we are partners, aren't we?"

"A Zheng, I just want you to be happy." Zhou Jingnian said, he hugged Fang Zheng to bed, covered him with a quilt, and put his arms around him.

Fang Zheng curled up in his arms and said in a low voice: "Actually, I am very scared. I may be a man who can conceive. In the eyes of others, I am like a monster, right? If others find out, you think they will Report me? Take me for an experiment or something."

Zhou Jingnian's eyes sank, he lowered his head to touch Fang Zheng's lips, "No, Ah Zheng, you are not a monster, I will always be by your side, and I will protect you Yes ."

Soft and intoxicating kisses kept falling on his lips, and Fang Zheng, who had been frightened since the day, fell asleep under such gentle kisses, and gradually stopped responding and fell into a deep sleep.

Zhou Jingnian turned off the light, and he leaned against the bed with Fang Zheng in his arms, not feeling sleepy.

On the day when he and Fang Zheng reunited in his previous life, Fang Zhenghe was about the same height as now, but very thin and pale, holding a little boy who looked only three years old by his hand. They stood in front of the shelves of the supermarket and were choosing things. The little boy called his father to act like a baby to him, and pointed to a certain brand of snacks and said he wanted to eat them very much.

Fang Zheng, who hadn't seen him for a few years, had a child, which had a great impact on him, so he always remembered the scene that day. At that time, Fang Zheng said helplessly: "But Dad doesn't have that much money, and this month's salary hasn't been paid yet. Well."

And the little boy also understood, his expression looked very unhappy and regretful, but he replied in a very sensible way: "Then when Dad has money, can he come buy it for Doudou again?"

Until then, he Only then did I know that the little boy named Doudou is actually five years old, but because of his poor health since childhood, he has always looked thin and small, and also needs to take medicine for a long time, so Fang Zheng has been in financial difficulties.

Zhou Jingnian didn't like Doudou, and he knew it clearly from the first time he saw him, but in the years when you came and went in the business field, he had already learned to disguise his emotions and expressions. In order to get Fang Zheng back to his side, he hated Doudou while buying things he liked to please him.

At that time, he thought that as long as you give him what he likes, he will like you no matter what.

However, he was wrong. When he coaxed Doudou to give him a toy with a smile against his will, the child who always smiled very cute pushed his hand away for the first time, crying very sadly Said: "I don't like Uncle Zhou, Uncle Zhou doesn't like me, and I don't want to like you anymore."

At that time, Zhou Jingnian felt dense pain in his heart, which made him regret for the first time.

But at this moment, in the dark room, Fang Zheng's soothing breath was heard by his ears, Zhou Jingnian finally couldn't help but shed tears after thinking about this.

That's his child, why did he treat him so hatefully.

If there were also two Fang Zhenghuai, could it be that he died a long time ago, so he never saw him. So Fang Zheng never let go and promised him to get back together no matter what, because what separated them was not a few years of not seeing each other and various misunderstandings, but the life of a biological child.