I should be your Beta, not your Mate

56 - Vacation

»I think you broke my pelvis,« I whined and watched Cas washing our swim shorts in the water because they landed in the dirt yesterday.

I was laying naked on my belly on the mattress and couldn't move at all. So much for, today we would go swimming.

»I wasn't that rough with you,« Cas laughed and when I heard him laugh my heart beat faster.

Since we ended the second act of the bonding, I felt like I couldn't be without him for any second of my life. And I probably couldn't be.

If you thought about how much time Kenneth and Kiana spent together. We almost never met them alone.

And now I questioned myself how Kenneth and Kiana had endured it when Kiana and Mom went to Malibu for four weeks.

I could never be away from Cas for that much time.

»I wasn't that rough with you?!« I mimicked him, offended.

»You probably weren't even a virgin with the way you, you, you! Argh!« I screamed and wanted to sit up to rant more but dropped down with a whimper.

Someday I would strangle him with my own hands.

Smirking, he knelt down before me and kissed me on the lips. »It will heal in a few hours.«

Grumbling, I twisted my lips to a pout. »But I want to go into the water,« I said stubbornly.

I didn't want to lie down for a few hours and do nothing. We could do it again but my hips wouldn't stand another round. That was fucking annoying!

We arrived yesterday in the early afternoon and fucked so long until the sun rose again.

How late it was then, I couldn't measure but after that we slept exhausted for a few hours. Cuddled together, even though the heat was about to kill me.

The reason why my pelvis wasn't healing that fast was just like the scratch marks on Cas back because those were some kind of love marks.

If mates wounded each other while sex the injuries healed slower as some kind of proof for their love. However, I didn't know how a broken pelvis could be proof of love!

»Sweetheart, don't sulk,« Cas said and I looked at him angrily. He should stay quiet. He was at fault that I couldn't go into the water.

»Do you know what? I will drive to the next city or village and get us a late breakfast. And you will sleep another round. How does that sound?«

Grumbling, I nodded even though everything inside of me screamed to not let him drive away.

I rather leaned against him for hours and just cuddled with him. Did we seriously need breakfast? Couldn't he just stay here?

My growling stomach, however, stepped me in the back.

Carefully, without hurting me, he dressed me in shorts, lifted me up in his arms and carried me to a towel which was half in the sun and half in the shade.

»I will be quick.« He gave me a short kiss on my hairline, closed the doors of the trunk and then climbed into the car to drive off.

Sighing I closed my eyes and let the sun shine on me. If you thought about it, we would first have a summer vacation and then a winter vacation, after all, we would go skiing afterwards.

Funny, if I thought about it now.

But I didn't really think about that because my head was at another place right now. I wanted Cas to come back. My thoughts only were about him and it drove me mad.