Ch. 36. I Want To Protect You

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Eric (POV):

After I bit Bloody and left a mark on him, my feelings towards Dorian began to change. I didn't feel like my usual self anymore.

As my emotions for Dorian shifted, I started questioning if I truly was the jerk that Lily claimed I was.

It was bad... I was losing the strong feelings I had for Dorian, and to make matters worse, my feelings for William were growing rapidly.

They were becoming deeper and stronger than I could control. I wanted to be by his side all the time, day and night.

It was hard to resist the urge to touch him whenever he was near or came to talk to me.

Spending time with William became my priority, but Dorian... he tried to interrupt when I was talking or spending time with William.

I knew he was trying to stick with me and not let me be alone with William. So, I only had a little time to talk to William, and I was happy that I could show him the forest cliff and waterfall. As for Dorian, I wondered if he knew about my changing feelings towards him.

Back at the cliff, William said he thanked me for everything I had done for him. His words made me incredibly happy.

I couldn't help but smile as I stood behind him, watching him who enjoyed the view I had shown him.

He turned to look at me as his hair was gently swept by the breeze. It felt like time stood still as I admired him in his white shirt and black pants, as if he were a beautiful artwork created solely for my eyes.

By seeing him like this, I wanted to protect him at all my costs. I don't know where this strange feeling comes from but I am sure I will protect him from any danger.

And I want to be powerful to protect him and to keep him away from everyone who want to harm him. I want to help him and give him all my love, all I have. I want to look after him just like that.

There were also moments when I could see a certain longing in his eyes, as if he was searching for something within me.

I feel like a fool for falling in love with those eyes. My heart is in a beautiful yet chaotic mess.

I found myself irresistibly attracted to William. My heart would skip a beat every time we crossed paths. It seemed like he was happier than before, and his stares to me are also friendlier.

I couldn't help but develop a crush on him. I was captivated by his smile, the sparkle in his eyes, and the way he spoke to me.

It was a whirlwind of emotions, filled with hope and uncertainty. I couldn't deny the strong pull I felt towards him, as I yearned for that deeper connection.

 I couldn't deny the strong pull I felt towards him, as I yearned for that deeper connection

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I felt sorry for Dorian because I couldn't accept the mating mark from him. I liked him, but I wasn't sure if I loved him or not.

What if I still had these uneasy and intense feelings for William even after Dorian and I made mating marks?

I didn't want to risk our valuable friendship with my uncertain emotions. I needed some time to understand and sort out my feelings. I didn't want to be a bad boyfriend to Dorian.
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🖤Author Note: It's love, Eric, it's love~🖤

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