ICONic Boyz Imagines

Pretty Wings Preference

This song is so old school. Like my parents used to listen to it when I was nine, but I heard it the other day and it's such a beautifully written song that I thought would be great to write with so here it is! Also sadly I think I will be ending this book soon! It's pretty long and I've written just about everything, also I don't have nearly as many readers as I did so idk, nothing's permanent, just a thought. Ily guys more than summer ~ Kendra

Chris
•Time will bring the real end of our trial. One day there'll be no remnants. No trace, no residual feelings within ya. One day you won't remember me.•

I feel so bad. She really loved me and all I did was mess with her emotions, knowing that I didn't feel the same.
"Y/N!" I call after her trying to catch up to her. She's been avoiding me all week.
"What do you want?" She asks anger seeping through her voice
"To apologize." I say caught off guard, having not expected her to hear me out.
"For what? It's my fault. I'm just the silly girl who took all of the flirting and cute teasing and dates and kisses the wrong way." She says tears filling her eyes despite her sarcasm
"I'm sorry Y/N! I just don't fall in love, trust me if I could I would be so helplessly in love with you, but I'm so emotionally shut down, I don't know how."
"You don't know how or you're scared too?" She snaps and I stay quiet not even sure if the answer to that
"I know it hurts now, but I'm just a small part of your journey Y/N, one day you won't even remember my name." I tell her trying to pull her into a hug, but she pushes me away
"You're a coward Chris." She says before walking away

Nick
•Your face will be the reason I smile, but I will not see what I cannot have forever. I'll always love ya, I hope you feel the same•

Me or him, me or him. She could never choose, even though my choice was obvious. I chose her from the very beginning.
"Is it me or him?" I ask her for the tenth time
"I told you Nick I don't know!" She says tear pouring down rapidly from her cheeks
"Y/N I love you, I'll love you till the day I die, but I am not a second choice. I am not you're other option. If you can't choose, then I can't be with you." I say softly the words paining me to say
"Nick please." She says and a bit of anger surges through me
"What about me Y/N? How long are you gonna string me along before you just choose him? A month, a year? I'm not gonna sit around to be heartbroken, if you really loved me there'd be no choice to make." I reply bitterly
"I do love you." She argues
"Well don't expect me to be sitting around when you decide that you love only me." I say walking out of her house into the cold Christmas Eve day.

Madison
•If I can't have you, let love set you free, to fly your pretty wings around•

"You okay bro?" Mikey asks as he sits next me in the empty church. The service was over hours ago.
"Honestly? No. She was my everything, but I know she wasn't happy here. She was too beautiful and wonderful for this world. I just wish I would've gotten to say goodbye before she left." I say a fresh set of tears falling over the dried ones that were already on my cheek.
"It's just sad, cause she was a fighter. She could've kicked cancers ass and I know it. I'm so sad that she decided to just pull the plug and not tell anyone." Mikey replies sadly. Him and Y/N were good friends.
"At least my beautiful baby girl is free to do all of the things that she never got to do down here. She can be full of love and life up there." I say a small smile on my lips
"I can see her miserably failing at some sport right now." Mikey jokes making us both give out the first genuine laughs that we've had in a while.
"We'll be all right." He says putting his hand on my shoulder and I nod before sighing, content with the love of my life finally getting to enjoy life even if it's not this one with me.

Mikey
•I should've showed you, better nights, better times, better days. I miss you more and more.•

She needed more than what I could give her. Y/N was a special girl and she needed to be loved in a way that I could never offer her. That doesn't make it all hurt any less.
"Mikey, Hey!" She exclaims walking across the mall with a guy following closely behind her. She gives me a small hug with a painted on smile.
"I haven't seen you in forever! What's it been a year?" She asks and I nod slightly not trusting my voice.
"Babe this is Mikey, my.....old friend." She says
Old friend? If you call dating for three years, old friends then sure.
"Mikey this is David." She introduces me and I pull on a fake smile shaking his hand
"Nice to meet you." I manage to mutter and he says the same almost glaring at me.
"It was nice seeing you two, but I have to get going. Business meeting." I lie and she hugs me again before saying that we should catch up some time. I walk away quickly after words, my heart sinking. I know I set her free so that she could find someone to love her properly, but I kinda always had this hope that she would find herself back to me.