Crush X Reader ONE-SHOTS

Author's note: My stupidity,

I'm sorry.

I got a ton of problems in a while... It pains me, so... I-I think, I needed advice? ;-; If you don't mind...

1). Family
- My family has been sick lately, Dad has some cancer, I think. Mom has some fever. My big brother has some cold. My little sister has some Chicken pox? And me... No, I don't feel sick. I'm the only ine in the house who wasn't sick. I don't know what to do anymore...

2). Friends
- I don't get it. Why do I kept bawling my eyes in this? I have a friend, she was my bestfriend, but she got mad at me on a thing that I don't even know. I tried approaching her but she avoids me... So I think she needed a cool down... Months have passed and it's summer, she still hasn't talked to me. I've been asking for her classmates what's wrong and why is she mad at me. But theh didn't know either. It freaking hurts to see your bestfriend letting you go and hanging out with another.

3). Crush
- It's true I'm making a Crush X Reader ONE-SHOT. But me, as you author, has crush problems. Of course I know what kind of problem this is, since I'm a love doctor afterall. But... I also bawled my eyes for this. My crush (From 6th grade) snobs me. My other bestfriend told him that I liked him. But... Sure, it was awkwards so, there was this time, he had to... He had to snob me. Idk why but I think it was how I liked him. No, I'm not obsessed about him. He even blocked me on Facebook. Why does it hurt?

4). Myself
- I have no idea why I have problems about myself. It's just... I've been depressed. It even affects my update. From all these problems... I've been super depressed. I hate it when I'm like this. And I don'r want anyone to worry. But why am I saying this when I don't want anyone to worry? As yoy can see I am the type of person who doesn't need anyone else's help-- I'm not stubborn, it's just... I wsnt to help others insyead of myself. I've been looking out for others and didn't know how much trouble I've put in myself. I'm sorry.

5). Story
- Of course it affects this. I'm blaming myself why am I so weak that I can't even contain my own problems. It's like this story has many parts but small amount of reads. My cousin said if I didn't have more reads she won't help me anymore. She's blackmailing me. Idk if she can see this. I'm scared... And I have the urge to delete this book. But I'm fighting for it... I'm scared, idk why...

6). Brother
- My brother is very idiotic. But... He abuses me alot. He punches me hard for no reason in the shoulder. And he blames me for what he's lost or gotten into a fight with my parents. I'm scared that my brother and parents will have a fight. I'm scared. I don't know what to do.

7). Bloodlust
- I've got bloodlust. Whenever I see blood squirting out, my lips tremble, wanting to know what's the taste of it. I'm not a vampire, they don't exist. I feel like a weirdo! Why do I have this crazy thing called Bloodlust it feels weird!

8). OP (Out of place)
- My friends... They took selfie alot. They got 60+ likes and some sort... And me? I'm not the type to show my beauty, 'cuz I don't even care anymore. I'm a not a sassy type... I'm quiet... But I usually got 20+ likes only. But, I don't see what's the problem with myself? I feel like... Out of place. My friends usually talked to the things that I don't know. They usually picked up a pace but I can't catch up, I feel like I'm losing out.

9). Birthday
- It's my... Birthday tomorrow... My heart is pounding fast. I don't know how to react on my visitors... I can't. I'm the awkward type of person. Idk how it will end... I'm ashamed of myself.

I don't know what to do anymore. Please give me an advice. I'm truly sorry.

I'm ashamed of myself for being such an idiotic girl.

I'm sorry