The Journey of Two Hearts | ✔

50 | "It's hurting me inside"

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Aditi pov:

I was about to speak but he sealed me with his lips. God!! What the hell is this? Tears are rolling my cheeks. All I could do is, I pushed him with lot of force. 

I slapped him on his cheek and started crying.

"What do you think of me?" I shouted.

"Aditi.." he was saying but I cut him off.

"Did you just did that? Did you just kissed me?" I asked. He started walking towards me and I showed my hand to stop him.

"I never loved you,Sid. You are my best friend but I never thought of sharing my life with you" I said crying. 

"You spoiled everything. How could you think of me like that?" I asked and he had tears in his eyes too.

God!! I'm the reason. I'm hurting my friend. But he should know the truth that I love Vachan. I can't hide it any more.

"I love Vachan" I said taking a deep breathe.

"What?" he asked.

"Vachan, he is my life and I can't live without out him" I said and left the place without turning back.

I took a cab and asked the driver to take me home. Tears were on there way.

I miss him. I miss my best friend. He won't talk to me again. All the moments with Sid started to flash in my head.

I went to my home and I saw my family in the hall.

"What happened?" Karan asked looking at my face.

"I'm tired" I said with a fake smile on my face.

"Did Vachan came? He told me that he will pick you up" Karan asked. God!! Vachan must be waiting for me there. I thought.

"Actually, I took a cab. I'll call him and inform him that I'm home" I said.

"Why a cab? You could ask Sid to drop you right?" Karan asked and hearing Sid's name itself brought tears in my eyes.

"Yeah! He told that he would drop me but I don't want to trouble him. So I came alone" I said and he nodded.

"Okay, I need rest" I said gulping my tears. I went to my room. I jumped onto my bed and started crying.

Why me Sid? I never thought like that of you but how could you think of me like that?

I pulled the pillow into my hands and hugged it tightly.

I love you, Sid but as a friend. I can't give my heart to you. Well I know that I had lost him completely. I never excepted that our friendship would turn like this.

The moment he confessed me about his feelings, that's the moment when I lost my best friend.

He is there in every phase of my life and supported me in everything. Now everything is changed with his confession.

I'm not angry with him. I'm feeling bad for him. I know the feeling of being rejected. I broke his heart into million pieces. We can't move like a normal friends for sure. I thought with tears in my eyes.

Suddenly, Karan's words flashed into my mind. Vachan!! I should call him. I thought and took my phone from my wallet.

I don't want to say this incident to Vachan. I don't want Vachan to hate Sid. I took a deep breath and dialed to Vachan.