day one

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07.15.20
11:41pm

I hate you. I hate the way you make me feel. I'm always sad because I'm literally in love with you. I can't get you out of my head as much as I try. I hate how much I love you. And you don't feel the same. That breaks my heart so much. You'll never understand that I've been here all this time and you've never looked at me the way I look at you. You've never loved me the way I love you. I don't know how to get over you, but I promise one day I will. And when that day comes you'll regret not looking my way.

*WRITERS UPDATE:
This first journal entry seems very boring along with the very first few, but give it some time. Trust me the rest of the entries are much more candid and interesting. I've developed a form of communicating with you all and myself throughout this journey. Skip over a few entries until you find the one that catches your eye, but trust me you'll find my life quite interesting!

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