day fourty-four

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08.28.20
12:19 am

life has been okay. i feel like I want to take a moment and just pause my life. pause everything that's happening or is about to happen. this weekend is my last weekend being 19.

as I reflect over my journey around the sun, I've realized that this year has been by far the best. I've changed so much as a person. I've matured. Went from being a party animal. From drinking and getting high for the fun of it. To someone really mature. someone really independent. someone reliable. someone loving. someone kind. someone I'm proud of.

19 has brought me lots of heartbreak, but all the pain can never compare to the happiness that I've gained.

goodbye 19, you've treated me well.
hello 20, I pray you treat me even better.

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