Trigger warning
Harry
I came inside hoping mom's not home.
"Harry!" I heard.
"Hhh fuck."
"Hazza!?" Lou ran to me and pulled me into a hug. "Thank God, are you okay? Where were you? I was scared to death."
"M sorry." I whispered.
"Don't do this again, honey." mom shaked her head.
"K."
"Can I stay?" Lou asked.
"Wanna be alone."
"What? Why? I wanna be with you..."
"Lou I wanna be alone." I said again and went towards my room.
"But..."
"Louis!"
"Okay, sorry..." he looked down.
I closed the door and went to the bathroom.
I am so tired... Of everything... I know I stopped with this not long time ago but I need it... I need to do it.
I grabbed razor blade to my hand.
"Harry honey I-" my mom opened the door. "Fuck Harry give it to me. Please..."
"N-no." I was shaking.
My mom teared it out from my hands and I started to cry.
"It's okay, it's okay..." she threw it away. "You promised and you will keep the promise. I'm here with you..."
"Mom..." I sobbed when she pulled me into a hug. "M sorry. Stupid..."
"No, you're not honey... I love you, okay? We will fight together."
"Hit me... Please..."
"Harry no you"
"Please! Hit me!"
"Baby calm down... Breath in... Breath out..." I tried to do what she said, but it was hard.
"So sorry... Fuck! M so dumb! Fuck!"
"Honey! Honey calm down, okay? You got this, just focus. Please."
I got a deep breath and tried to focus on only one sound. My breath.
"Mom? Are you disappointed..?"
"Of course I am not! I love you more than anything in this world! Every day, I am prouder. My beautiful, kind, smart son."
"Love u momma."
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A.N.
No M not crying 😭💅🏼💔
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Boy_friends /larry stylinson AU/
Fanfiction/ Larry ff in English / Forward sorry for mistakes ♡ From strangers to friends, from friends to boyfriends. ☆If it all goes wrong, darling just hold on...☆ ♡ /!TW! (self harm, eating disorder..) / Boys aren't famous / Lgbtq+, bullying etc.
