Harry
I couldn't fall asleep. Lou wanted to stay up with me, but he was really tired.
My mind was full of shit.
Shit that didn't want to go away until 2am. Yeah, pretty crazy, right? I stayed up because of shit that happened to me when I was 15.
"Harry..? Oh, u awake?"
"I think so."
"How did you sleep..?"
"Don't ask..."
"Hey... When did you fall asleep..?" he asked carefully.
"Lou, don't worry, okay? My mom is prolly still sleeping so be quiet please."
"Hazza... You didn't answer."
"2am." I whispered.
"What!?"
"Shhh!"
"You stayed up till 2 am??"
"Yeah..." I rubbed my eyes.
"Baby it's 8am. You not tired?"
"Nah."
"Baby what happened..? Tell me... Please..."
"It's nothing."
"Baby."
"Fine I was 15." I said.
"And?"
"Lou it's hard!"
"To talk about what?"
"About boy jerking you off without permission!" I put my hand on my mouth. I let out a loud sob.
"What..?"
"He was my friend..." I started to cry. "He knew about me liking both genders a-and... He did it, okay? He fucking did it. He didn't care about me or my feelings!"
"Oh God baby... I-I..." he didn't know how to react.
"I was okay with you but... I can't imagine more yet..."
"I love you so much Hazza... You're so strong... I love you..."
"M sorry Lou..."
"About what?"
"You wanted to have fun and I ruined it. I was okay until I..."
"Hush, it's okay... It's okay. We can wait. I can wait, okay? You will always tell me about everything."
"Okay but now I wanna hear about you. You really tried to do it?" I changed theme and laughed.
"I was bored!"
"That doesn't excuse you, Mr. Tomlinson. Details, please." I smiled.
"Well... It was year ago and I was home alone extremely bored so... I decided to try it. Even if I am top." he grinned.
"For fucks sake. I can't believe that you really put your- into your- Nah I can't even say it."
"It didn't hurt to be honest. Just practise, I would say."
"Wait are you saying you did it more than once!?"
"Oops."
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A.N.
WHYYY 💀😭 I guess I need some real sleep.. 😐💞
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Boy_friends /larry stylinson AU/
Fanfiction/ Larry ff in English / Forward sorry for mistakes ♡ From strangers to friends, from friends to boyfriends. ☆If it all goes wrong, darling just hold on...☆ ♡ /!TW! (self harm, eating disorder..) / Boys aren't famous / Lgbtq+, bullying etc.
