Tom Holland and Peter Parker one-shots 4.0

My choice (Tom Holland)

Requested by _mrs_barnes_: Y/N finds out that she's pregnant, and immediately knows that she doesn't want to keep it because of her career going so well. But when she tells Tom, he's happy, and they end up getting into a huge fight because he wants to keep it, and she doesn't.

*Please note: as the request suggests, this one-shot contains themes of abortion throughout. As I always say, I know that people will have different opinions on this, so please share them, and respond to others, respectfully. I will mute and report ANYONE who is offensive, rude or disrespectful, because it just isn't needed. It's absolutely fine if you'd never have an abortion, or if you personally think that it's wrong, but that doesn't make it wrong for another person. Each case is different, and no one needs a reason to want to terminate a pregnancy. If it's the right decision for them, you don't question them. Also, needless to say that for the purpose of the request, I've made Tom a bit of an asshole lol, of course I don't think that he'd EVER genuinely react like this. Anyway, thank you my loves, and enjoy xxx*

I stared at the doctor with wide eyes, my mouth hanging open in shock as I desperately tried to comprehend what she'd just told me. An overwhelming numbness was taking hold of more of my body by the second, tears silently leaving my eyes as a million thoughts sprinted through my head. Everything from the fact that my first thought was to not go through with this, to the painful train of thinking that wondered what my boyfriend of two years, Tom, would want to do. What were we going to do? I gulped and shook my head as I looked back at the doctor.

"I-I can't be...I can't be, it's impossible, I-I just...can't be." I scoffed as tears continued to leave my eyes.

"Do you and your partner always use protection?" She asked.

"Always, because neither of us are ready for this." I choked. The doctor sighed and looked at me.

"I'm sorry, miss Y/L/N, but whilst home tests can give you false positives, blood tests don't. You are pregnant. And from the levels of the hormones detected in your blood, you're approximately three months along, but we can confirm that with a scan." She nodded.

"I-I don't want a scan, I don't want to see them, I-fuck...I don't want this pregnancy." I whispered and shook my head as tears continued to run down my face. She sighed again and gave me an apologetic look. I knew that society told women who didn't want their pregnancies 'for no reason' that they were monsters, but the simple truth of this was that I simply didn't want to be pregnant. I loved Tom to bits, and of course wanted to marry him and start a family with him one day. But that day wasn't today. I was only twenty-four, he was only twenty-five, and both of us were doing unwavering well in our careers. I, like Tom, was an actor, with my rise-to-fame role having been playing 'MJ' alongside him in the 'Spider-Man' movies. Of course both of us had had other roles since the first movie, and we had both shot to unimaginable levels of stardom in that time. But this...to say that it was a spanner in the works was an understatement. Tom and I had talked about kids and marriage, and whilst Tom wanted to be a stay-at-home dad when that happened, we had of course agreed to wait until I wanted to be pregnant too. I wanted children one day, but in the world of Hollywood, the second that I announced the pregnancy, I would be blacklisted, all of my jobs would be tailored around when I would start to show and would therefore no longer have the 'perfect' body type for a few months, not to mention the pressure that I'd get after the baby to lose that weight again. I just didn't want to do it. I didn't want this baby.

"Do you know what you might want to do? If you want, I can give you leaflets on prenatal classes, adoption, and termination if you want to think things over." She nodded. I gulped and shook my head, tears still streaming down my face as I looked at her with glassy eyes.