Why? Why am I regretting this already? Why can't I just commit to one thing? I finally did what I wanted to do. I made my blog non-anonymous. I was fine. I was excited for the possibilities. I invited my sister and friends I view as close, who I can talk to about these extremely personal things. As much as I opened a door for people to finally understand me, I opened a door for people to finally KNOW me. Who I truly am. My irrational mind is now on display. A couple hours ago this was the best idea I have ever had. Now I'm self doubting. Asking myself "Who even cares?", "Why do you honestly think you're THIS special?". I'm just stirring up a panic inside of me for no reason other than my paranoid mind. Well, this is me. A terrified person.
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The Girl With A Broken Mind
Random*Adult Content* I'm turning my blog/diary into a book. They are basically diary postings without the dates. They are random postings about whatever I'm feeling that day. Very raw, very detailed about my life. My blog and now this book is to help peo...
