My life is being wasted away. I spend my days not in reality at all. It feels like reality while I'm there. But sometimes when I smoke weed, I can see everything clearly. I can think in a way that is logical. I thought these meds have been working because I haven't had one of these "reality check" moments in a little while. Guess it just took longer for me to come out of it this time. It's like every time I get sucked into this fake reality I stay in longer. It's so hard to explain this. All I know is I can see everything so clearly but once I'm not high and back in the other heads pace I forget all of these thoughts and the clarity is just gone. Like it never happened. But when I'm high I can remember all the thoughts I had in previous "high thoughts". It's really weird. I'm high right now. It's the only time I can write about this because when I'm not high I go back to the other "reality" everything is just gone.
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The Girl With A Broken Mind
Random*Adult Content* I'm turning my blog/diary into a book. They are basically diary postings without the dates. They are random postings about whatever I'm feeling that day. Very raw, very detailed about my life. My blog and now this book is to help peo...
