I can finally see that it's time to give him up. He's covered up my name. He no longer loves me. It's been a year and four months now. It's time for me to be happy now too. Not to try to find him in another man. I can't keep doing that. Because no one will ever be him. I deserve love. To have someone love me for me, and me love someone for them entirely. No longer will I try to fill the void he left with someone new. I am going to find love again. To date in a healthy way. Not off the internet or dating just for looks. So I'm going to sweep my social media. I've already deleted the Instagram I used to stalk my ex. That broke my heart. But I'm letting go. I think this psych ward visit did me good. I'm really hoping for a better life and going to actively work towards it. I know I'll have relapses and I accept that.
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The Girl With A Broken Mind
Random*Adult Content* I'm turning my blog/diary into a book. They are basically diary postings without the dates. They are random postings about whatever I'm feeling that day. Very raw, very detailed about my life. My blog and now this book is to help peo...
