I feel like dying. Depression has rammed into me so hard. My heart and the pit of my stomach are in agony. I'm heartbroken. All last night I dreamt about my ex fiance and current boyfriend. Playing their roles in my life as they should be, best friend and boyfriend. The way I want them in my life. When I think of him I mourn. He still means so much to me. I don't want him back, I just want him In my life. We are supposed to go to eachothers weddings. I just don't understand why he has chosen to ghost me. He still talks to my family. I have closure when it comes to our love not continuing, but I don't have closure for this. Losing a FP, without so much as a goodbye. We promised eachother this would never happen. No guy or girl would ever get in between our friendship. Those were our terms on breaking up. We would both find someone who would accept our friendship, we'd go to eachothers weddings. He promised!
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The Girl With A Broken Mind
Random*Adult Content* I'm turning my blog/diary into a book. They are basically diary postings without the dates. They are random postings about whatever I'm feeling that day. Very raw, very detailed about my life. My blog and now this book is to help peo...
