Can I just say that my sister I'd doing so great. I'm so proud of her and I will admit, I'm envious of her. She found her "one". She's now happily married. Her 2 kids, his 2 kids and one on the way. She moved to Alaska Into their perfect little house. It's in need of reservations but it's perfect for them. Her fairytale did come true. I don't think I will ever have that. With my problems and the guys I meet, I'm most likely never going to have that perfect family. That amazing supportive husband that would go to hell and back for me. I don't want kids of my own. I want to adopt or foster. Or meet a nice man who already has kids and doesn't want more. Which I thought I did these past weeks have been so "fairytale". Moving in together, looking at engagement rings, talking about marriage, buying a house and leaving this fucked up city. I thought I found my "one". Maybe it's just the stress and issues piling up that's causing his anger. Him being sick. Being tired after work. And me in a constant crisis. He told me it's irritating. And I know it is. He's not the first to tell me this. It's only been like this for 2 days. This only started then. He has mental issues too that I need to be understanding about too. I can't say my mental issues are more important or matter more. We need to just get back to the good communication we had before these two days. I know what kind of man he is. Which is why I'm not ready to give up on him yet.
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The Girl With A Broken Mind
Random*Adult Content* I'm turning my blog/diary into a book. They are basically diary postings without the dates. They are random postings about whatever I'm feeling that day. Very raw, very detailed about my life. My blog and now this book is to help peo...
