Schizoaffective Borderline and Splitting (On Oneself) *Trigger Self Harm*

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I just want to cut. Slice the fuck out of my wrists. I don't want this life anymore. My life has been stunted from the start. I never had a fucking chance. I was just another baby born from a treaker who couldn't bother to stop using meth when she was pregnant with me. I'm just trying so damn hard and for What? Do I really think I can go to college? HA! What a fucking joke. I'm fucking STUPID!! I'm 24 now. I'll never get out of this life. I'll always be this mentally challenged. I'm worthless. And too much of a pussy to kill myself. I'll just continue to waste away.  If I ever did have potential. It's gone now. Maybe I should just sell my body and get addicted to something that will take away this reality I'm forced to endure.

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