I really need to work on myself before I go back to dating. I just keep putting myself in situations that are absolutely no good for me. So he broke up with me. Because I was too much too fast. Understandable. Well he hit me up like a week later and wanted to hangout. So we did. I told him I didn't wanna have sex and he put it in my head that we might be getting back together. So guess what I did. I had sex with him. We started hanging out more and eventually I brought up that I know we're not going anywhere but it hurts. He basically brushed it off and told me he doesn't want a relationship. But slipped in that he wants to take it slow. So the next day was my birthday. He texted me saying he was feeling sick and that he will make it up to me. Then he ghosted me. I haven't heard from him since. Well that's that. I'm pissed off about it but he wasn't good for me. Plus he had no sense of fucking humor. Over it. On the plus side. I started outpatient. I go in again tomorrow. I really liked it. I just hated how fuckin tired I was. I need to get on a better sleep schedule.
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The Girl With A Broken Mind
Random*Adult Content* I'm turning my blog/diary into a book. They are basically diary postings without the dates. They are random postings about whatever I'm feeling that day. Very raw, very detailed about my life. My blog and now this book is to help peo...
