I hung out with a guy today. I'm scared to even think about liking him or getting close to him or any guy in general now. I feel like I'm only liking this person out of loneliness or because I'm going manic. I just feel like I deserve to be happy too. To find a guy who isn't a felon, or treats me like crap. I want to be in a loving relationship, move on from my ex fiance and have someone who supports my mental health. For those days where I need a shoulder to lean on because I've been being my own shoulder. Yes it's good for me but it makes me sad too. I'm not going to rush and if I do decide to date again then I'll do it right. I'd normally go too far on the first date. I dont want to even think about sex for a long while. I just want the comfort of someone else's presence. I hope I'll find love again.
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The Girl With A Broken Mind
Random*Adult Content* I'm turning my blog/diary into a book. They are basically diary postings without the dates. They are random postings about whatever I'm feeling that day. Very raw, very detailed about my life. My blog and now this book is to help peo...
