Holy fuck has my love life done a complete 180°. I'm still with the guy I went to the new years party with. It's great. By the way I didn't go into detail about who he actually is. We grew up in the same trailer park. We played together, run a muck together. We've known eachother for 20 years. We lost touch until about 2014. Which I guess I was mean to him but he thought I was pretty hot. Then In June is when we started hooking up after many years of not seeing eachother but keeping in touch on facebook. But I chose not to be in a relationship with him. But now. We're together. And this is the part where I say "it's perfect". It's not. But it's great. It feels like we've been together for years. It's automatic comfort. Farting in front of eachother. Being like "hey ima go take a shit". It just feels like home. He feels it too. For once I'm in sync with someone. He's feeling the intense emotions just like I am. Yet it's not in an unhealthy way. I don't feel obsessive. Here's the kinda crazy part. We've already been looking at rings, talking about moving in together, marriage. We haven't been together for even a month. We've known eachother for 20 years though. Does that make up for it?
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The Girl With A Broken Mind
Random*Adult Content* I'm turning my blog/diary into a book. They are basically diary postings without the dates. They are random postings about whatever I'm feeling that day. Very raw, very detailed about my life. My blog and now this book is to help peo...
