I'm diving head first into the relationship pool once again. This guy, I don't know if I've been seeing red flags or not though. Sometimes they do feel like red flags but then I just tell myself "I'm over thinking it". He's a very jealous type. I can see that. He's told me he is. Like me if hes no longer getting his fill of attention he'll wander. Although to be fair I don't wander, I wait for a break up. Some of the things he's told me I'm like "eee 😐". Again, ice managed to pick the ex felon out of the batch. I don't view that as a bad thing. Just baggage. Who am I to judge that when I myself am I schizophrenic who can't even hold down a job. He has a job, a car, doesn't do drugs or drink, he's a Christian. He's had a shit past, but so have I. I'm willing to look past his, well, past. He treats me amazingly. He takes me out on dates, always texts me, he's the one who asks to see me, tells me how beautiful I am and how he can't believe how my ex's could cheat on me. He makes me feel so safe, I'm comfortable right off the bat. Not once when I'm with him have I been extremely paranoid about being robbed, kidnapped or raped. I'm being my total dorky self and he still tells me how cute I am. We joke alot, laugh. His kisses are electric. I could get lost for hours. It's only been a couple dates but I'm really hoping he's the one.
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The Girl With A Broken Mind
Random*Adult Content* I'm turning my blog/diary into a book. They are basically diary postings without the dates. They are random postings about whatever I'm feeling that day. Very raw, very detailed about my life. My blog and now this book is to help peo...
