I just want this to end. Life is never going to get better. I'm never going to get better. I'm sick. My family can't see what my brain does to me. They can't see the scars and pain they've caused me. The trauma I'll never get over. Who can get better when you live in a household with people who live to destroy you. I don't know why they hate me so much. I don't know why they can't just accept me. I'M YOUR FAMILY! They are supposed to love me like I love them. Unconditionally, I hold onto my love for them. Even when they stomp me into the ground and spit on me. I still love them with all my heart. Why do they hate me? I just want to be accepted. I want them to see how hard I'm trying, how hard I'm fighting on a daily basis to just stay alive. I'm struggling, I cut myself 10 mins ago. I haven't cut in almost 8 months. I just needed to feel something other than the storm inside of me. I needed a release, a distraction. Will it always be like this?
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The Girl With A Broken Mind
Random*Adult Content* I'm turning my blog/diary into a book. They are basically diary postings without the dates. They are random postings about whatever I'm feeling that day. Very raw, very detailed about my life. My blog and now this book is to help peo...
