{ Han Jisung OneShots }

Taking a break.

Why I will be taking a break;

MENTIONS OF SELF HARM !!

Hello! So I think it was yesterday when I received a text from one of my Wattpad readers on discord and they asked if I wanted to be added to a gc with their friend to which I said yes but even before I did answer, they had already added me.

Her friend and her were joking around and stuff with me too sometimes but that was until I made a joke.

I said that The Lorax n Felix kinda look alike which was obviously just a joke but her friend took it serious n said something like "A blade would look cute on your arms" like wtf??

And the girl from Wattpad sent a voice message telling her friend to be nice but she was laughing while talking too. Like wtf self harm jokes aren't even funny. Her friend even sent a picture of a razor blade and an arm and said like "good match" or smth I don't really remember.

Her friend had even sent a picture with an arm and a blade with the text "remember kids, it's down the road, not across" or something. Like still it's not fucking funny to joke abt shit like that.

The girl from Wattpad suddenly told her friend to read my stories and she sent my account to her friend to which her friend responded with "I don't fw shippers". Like okay? Then don't read it?

I got uncomfortable even when she said that and a while after, the friend sent a screenshot from one of my books, making fun of it. I got embarrassed and uncomfortable and didn't know what to say. The girl from Wattpad only told her friend to be nice and nothing else. I'm really insecure about some stuff that I write so I took this personally.

The friend started to call me out for being a shipper and was like "shipping is not cool" n stuff like that. I have really REALLY bad anxiety so it got to the point where I started to cry bc she was laughing at my books n stuff. The Wattpad girl really wasn't even doing anything about it. All this time I was telling @Haniya142 about everything that happened and sent her a few screenshots.

Then today the Wattpad girl texted me again after I had texted her yesterday.

(She's the Leeknow one, I'm the ieattoes one)

(NO HATE TOWARDS AMERICANS. I WAS ONLY MAD AND WROTE WHATEVER I THOUGHT OF N MY FRIEND AND I SOMETIMES JOKE ABT AMERICANS BUT NO HATE TOWARDS ANY OF YOU!!)

The fact that she didn't even think it was serious just made me even more mad since I do have really bad anxiety and have absolutely no motivation to write anymore and even thought of quitting. Sure it's small but it still made me very uncomfortable and insecure.

I did block her on discord and Wattpad and I blocked her friend on discord too. I don't know her account on Wattpad but I've had two accounts say hate abt my account ever since this happened and I blocked them both bc they might be the friend.

Yes that is everything explained. Btw I don't have any texts from the groupchat because I left it before taking screenshots.

Please don't leak my account to your friends if they don't like shippers, end of story.

And it will take a while for me to start writing again because right now I feel like the second I start writing I want to cry and throw up. I have multiple os's done and new chapters of my books but want to literally get hit by a bus as soon as I'm about to publish them.

Please tell me if I'm overreacting. I mean I'm just a kid and hearing this hurts tbh.

Baiii // Kai / Kaiak69