I Love You, Always ((Sangwoo x Reader FanFic))

Stop Ignoring Me // I'm Afraid

A light rain paints the campus in hues of grey. Everyone besides Y/n has fled home or to the distant community rooms. The soft pitter patter and the smell of this gloomy weather increased her level of focus. She had just completed her studying and drafting a research paper and is now moving onto her translation project. The soothing feel of the rain matches that of the manhwa she is working on. It's rather pleasant and refreshing.

Reaching the last panel of the chapter, Y/n reviews her work before saving and sending it back to the chief editor. Sighing, she closes up her laptop and looks out from under the table's umbrella that is dutifully keeping her dry.

"When are you going to stop ignoring me, Y/n?" The girl yelps and flinches as her attention is drawn to the charming man seated beside her. A satisfied grin paints his face as he studies his severely panicked girl. "I've been watching you for half an hour now."

"R-really?" The girl asks, placing a hand over her racing heart.

"Nope, I've only been here for five minutes," he admits. The large man leans onto the table's surface as he continues to gaze at his girlfriend. "But you didn't even glance at me. It felt like an eternity."

Y/n chuckles as she puts away the rest of her materials. Who knew Sangwoo had a childish side to him? He trades the cool table for her shoulder, careful not to put too much weight on her. After a moment of calmness, Y/n asks "Long day?" A long sigh escapes Sangwoo's lips and he strategically situates his arm around the caring girl's waist. Butterflies flutter in her stomach, "Wanna tell me about it?"

The man's usual perfectly styled hair is no more as his locks hang droopily over his tired eyes. The messy hair is far from perfect, but it has its own unique appeal and alluring vibe. "Everyone has just been giving me a headache today. My friends suddenly dragged me off to have lunch with them before I got the chance to find you." He drags a slow hand across his face, as if trying to wipe away the day's troublesome events. "Once I got back, I saw you chatting with that teacher again and that asswipe that sits next to you in Calculus was definitely checking you out." The words spill from Sangwoo's mouth like a waterfall. "I had to stop myself from strangling him right there-"

Y/n takes his tightened fist into her hand. "Oppa, were you, are you jealous?" She chuckles and strokes her boyfriend's hair lovingly. "I've never imagined you feeling such a way about me... I feel special."

"You are special. And I've always felt this way about you, Y/n." Sangwoo's eyes become hard as he gazes up at his treasure. "I've loved you since before I knew what love was." A flicker of embarrassment invades his system. It's the first time he's ever told her how he feels. She has to be his. He can't let her be swept off by someone else again. Sangwoo can't survive it a secondary d time.

Taken aback, Y/n's lips stand agape as she deciphers her long term crush, now boyfriend's words. What? Her softened gaze runs over his muscular, yet vulnerable features. "Sangwoo..." She raises a faltering hand against his chest, dragging the tips of her fingers down his rippling muscles. Bashful electricity flies through her. "Then can you teach me? So that I can show you that I love you too," her voice comes out soft and tantalizing to the man beside her.

"You don't have to do that."

"I want to."

Sangwoo nods as he remains ensnared in the girl's trap. Her fingers press against his abs and trace his pelvic line, finally resting on his inner thigh. "Then," The girl whispers, before letting her eyes become lidded. Carefully, she slides her hands back up his wide frame and loosely wrapping her her arms around his neck as she's seen in many movies. Pushing aside her hesitation, she presses her lips gently against his own. Knowing the girl is more inexperienced than a middleschooler, Sangwoo quickly takes the lead. His movements quickly elicit a bit back moan from the prideful woman. Unable to hold himself back, Sangwoo pulls her hair and pushes her toward him, effectively deepening the kiss.

Sangwoo licks at the girl's lips, begging her to open them. He needs to be closer to her. Flustered and fearful of doing something wrong, Y/n dutifully fights against the urge to let her boyfriend have his way. Stubborn. Undeterred, Sangwoo lowers one hand to her waist and brings the other under her shirt and up her side, resting at her waist.

"Move like this." Sangwoo had separated their lips and laid his cheek against hers. He whispers huskily into her ear, "I promise I'll take good care of you." This time it will be different. "I can make you feel good." Slowly, Sangwoo guides his girlfriend's hips into a rocking motion on top of his thigh. Her skirt and spread legs make it easy for clit and entrance to throb and quiver due to the rough stimulation. Y/n immediately turns away as she lets out a labored sigh, weakness comes to her as the overbearing sensation continues. Sangwoo holds her so gingerly as if she could shatter any moment, yet firmly as if to never let her go. Each deliberate stroke of her hips sends waves of delirium coursing through her. Y/n's heated panting quickly evolves into a series of strained moans. She sloppily covers her face as heat rises through her body, collecting in her face and between her legs.

"That's right," Sangwoo coaxes as he watches his prize tremble with excitement. "Rub that wet cunt of yours all over me. Do you know how long I've wanted to satisfy you like this?" He starts to move the girl's hips faster as she begins to loose her balance, dragging her clit harder down onto his toned thigh. The squelching sound of her juices sliding causes his already large bulge to grow.

Only, Y/n leans against his shoulder, wrapping her arms around him completely. "S- Sangwoo. I'm sorry." A tear rolls down her cheek, falls off her chin, and sinks into his shirt. He immediately goes limp and ceases all movement. Sangwoo could even swear that his heart had stopped.

"I'm afraid."

Author's Note:

Hey guys, I'll keep it short.

Thank you so much for your support so far!! I love seeing notifications from y'all and reading all your comments. It always brightens my day. Guys, #1 in the #ohsangwoo category?!?! Insane !  ((January 27, 2019))

Oh, y'all. When should I update? Like when do you prefer? I update sometime between Friday and Sunday every week but if there's something more specific y'all would prefer, lemme know😂

And uh. That thing that happened up there ^^

*sigh*

🤦‍♀️ It's bad, I know. I tried, kinda. Anyway. Do you want more trashy attempts or what? Please say no. If you have anything else you want to see in the story or have any questions, please comment it or pm me. No promises that I will incorporate it (I already have a lot of the storyline pretty much down) and I may not be able to answer questions due to spoilers.

But that's all.

Bye!👋