Trust me |H.S FanFic|

28 ~ Mute

I watched him walk away and I almost called him back but I couldn't. I wish I could just trust him again but when I found out about him and Kendal I was so broken. I just need time to myself for a little while and hopefully Harry would wait for me. I opened my door and looked around and sighed because this empty apartment was making me feel really lonely at the moment. I mean yesterday I loved everything about it but now I couldn't help but feeling alone.

I let myself fall on the couch and put my hand on my still flat stomach. I was already imagining about the future of this child and when I thought about it I got chills because I didn't want to raise her or him on my own and I just needed to move on from what I saw. It wasn't good to keep looking back because then I would never have a love like that again.

After a while I finally got up to get myself some tea and went back to my living room and I pulled the bag with baby books towards me and I decided to start reading. The first book I got was "Pregnant what now?" I immediately started reading and it was such an interesting book. It described the beginning of a pregnancy so good and it also explained what kind of feelings you could get.

So my feelings towards Harry weren't that strange especially when we kissed earlier today. It was an explosive kiss and it made me feel all warm inside and I wanted more even when I'm thinking about the way his lips moved with mine, I got shivers just by thinking about it. Alright Sam snap out of it already I mentally slapped myself for getting distracted like this but I just couldn't stop thinking about that damn kiss and those piercing green eyes.

I really need to snap out of this because it became too much so I went downstairs for some work as I had been off for 2 days now. I still had to do some paperwork and I needed to check the menu of this week. Maybe I should also give Damon and Jane a call.

It seemed like ages since I last talked to them and I needed to talk to someone about this stuff but I didn't know if it was such a good idea to call Damon as he still had feelings for me but then again he was still my friend. I quickly walked into the pub and Rose was still cleaning."Rose, why don't you just go home and enjoy the evening" I said to her and she beamed a smile at me "How did it go today?" She asked and I smiled at her realizing that this was the reason why I liked her so much. She really was interested in others "It went amazing. We saw the baby for the first time" I told her happily."How did Harry react?" she asked me and by only thinking of the way he looked when he first heard the baby's heartbeat."He was so sweet and I think he is just as in love with this baby as I am" I told her with a smile on my face and the way she looked at me was worrying me "Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked her warily.

"You're still in love with him aren't you?" I gazed at her and I had to switch the topic because this was too close to home."Tell me something about you, do you have a boyfriend waiting for you at home?" And that was all it took for her to forget about Harry and I. "I have a boyfriend but we just got together recently, he is the most amazing person ever" She gushed and that made me smile but I also was feeling a bit sad because I was just jealous of her. "That is so great, I'm happy for you" she nodded and she went to put away the broom and when she came back I was already sitting behind my desk with my head in the papers. "Sam, I'm leaving."

"Alright Love, have a nice evening" I told her and when I looked up she was already walking out of the pub. I decided to give Damon a call. I was hoping that he wouldn't pick it up but of course he did "Sam?" He sounded surprised."Hi Damon, I was wondering if you are free to come over tonight?"

"Hell yes! I'm on my way" he hanged up the phone without so much as a goodbye, I then called Jane but sadly enough she couldn't come because of her kid and I couldn't blame her but I was a bit worried now. I mean I love Damon as a dear friend but being alone with him. I didn't know if that was such a good idea.

It was too late to cancel it though so I just have to suck it up and hopefully nothing would happen. I knew it would take him 30 minutes to get over here so I quickly went over the papers that were in front of me. I was startled when my phone began to ring. "Hello?" I asked because I forgot to check who was calling in the first place. "Sam, it's Harry" I knew it was him because of his deliciously raspy voice."Oh hi what's up?" I asked him friendly.

"I was wondering if you would like it if I hang out at your pub tomorrow"Why would he want to do that? It's not like there was anything interesting to do except for drinking and eating."No I don't mind but why do you want that?" I asked him as I was really curious."Well I just told the lads and they wanted to see you, so I told them I would be hanging at your pub" He said and I couldn't help but smile at this because he just wanted to be near me and I wasn't complaining. As long at he didn't bother me during work it was fine with me.

"Sure, you guys are more then welcome" I heard the bell ring and I got up quickly when Harry asked, "What was that?" He asked. "That was the doorbell" I explained, hoping it would be enough explanation for him."Were you expecting someone?"

"Yes I uhm.. well I asked Damon to come over" I said with a bit of guilt because I knew that he didn't like Damon at all but there was nothing he could do about it now. It was completely silent on the other end of the line ad a fear made it's way into my chest. "Harry?" then suddenly I heard him inhale and the next thing I know he hanged up the phone and I was just staring at it not quite knowing what to think.

I was still walking towards the front door with my phone in my hand when I collided with a window. Man that hurt and I heard Damon laughing, which made me snap back to reality and whatever was wrong with Harry it had to wait till the next day because now I had to focus on one of my best friends. "Damon, I've missed you" I said whilst opening the door for him. He pulled me into a bear hug and he even lifted me in the air for a second. When he put me down he kissed my cheek "I missed you to Sam" he wanted to say something else but he held his tongue and then it hit me he still thought that Harry and I were dating.

I never told him that I had broke up with him and maybe it was for the best this way. He didn't need to know the truth because knowing him he would immediately seize his change and that was something that I couldn't deal with right this moment.

"Damon, I need to tell you something" I said with a hint of nervousness, which he noticed instantly, and I got his attention. I grabbed him a beer because he was going to need that and right now I wished I could drink along with him but there was no way around the bushes this time so i took a deep breath and just blurted it out

"I'm pregnant" I said out of the blue and I said this while he was just taking a sip from his bottle and he chocked "What?!" he yelled "Are you kidding me Sam!" he said quite pissed and I took a step back not knowing what he was going to do. He grabbed my shoulders and he shook me back and forth pretty hard and that scared the crap out of me. Never in a million years would I have thought that he would react like this. Apparently I have zero people skills and now I'm in this mess. "Damon, let go of me now!" I yelled back at him but it was like he became deaf the moment I told him I was pregnant.

"HOW COULD YOU HAVE BEEN SO STUPID TO LET THAT IDIOT KNOCK YOU UP" He spit out and all I could do was watch him in utter horror that he would say those things and the grip he had on my shoulders became slightly tighter to the point it actually really hurt me.

"Damon please, you're hurting me." I begged him and I closed my eyes silently praying that he would let me go when suddenly his hands were ripped away from me and I heard a table getting knocked over. "Are you alright sweetheart" I heard a familiar voice and I quickly opened my eyes to see Harry standing in front of me. I wrapped my arms around him and sobbed into his chest.

"Ssshh it will be okay, let's get you upstairs okay" I nodded into his chest and he lifted me up into his arms and carried me to my room. He lay me down on my bed and tucked me in. "I will be right back" I watched him walk downstairs and I tried to listen to what was happening there but it was like everything was muted.